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2007-04-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

went out with edwin, edmund and ken today. and yes, we 4 guys went shopping together. edwin bought a pair of havanas (whatever its spelling is) and i think it's damn not worth it. lol. after that, we went to marina sq and i bought my thigh support for whatever reason and had lunch at suntec. after that we find no place to go so we went cuppage for some pool games and it was kinda fun cos i was dominating! haha. had dinner over at the foodcourt below the meridian hotel and we filmed a very stupid video clip after our dinner. and i can only say that it's real funny. haha. ya, went back to tamp and meet cs and his cousin and chill with them, together with ken and we talked abt alot of craps. ya, i enjoyed myself today. hahaha. all the best to myself tmr for the PJ's match =). and upon reading Ahzar's blog, i realise that life isn't always what we want, and we really got to cherish what we got now. Simplicity seems boring, but what can one hope for? i totally sympathise with what ahzar is going through, and he is really one guy who can really think and act maturally for his age. and ya, i shouldn't despise my life now though it seems boring! hahaha.

2007-04-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

last week of school was short, due to the good friday holiday. went mos on thurs, and it was not bad, although it's abit sian but still quite okay. anyway it's free entry before 12 and 1for1 for all liquors, so why not right. haha. bought a new pair of court shoes with kenneth and adam on fri morning, and i was damn tired when i go shopping with them cos i only slpt for 3 hours! after that went to various places with my parents to pray. first to hougang, then to geylang and to loyang. haha. and i was slpping on the car from location to location. went for lecture on sat morning, and stayed home all the way until 5plus and i went to meet toh to meet rach and her friend in town. visited my ex colleagues and they were doing fine. haha. and that night toh persuaded me to go mos again, and i agreed. and i persuaded oj to go with us. went cine and then to far east then back to cine again. kelvin came to meet us, played a couple rounds of pool, realising that my pool wasn't that gd as before alrd. sad. lol. then we left cine at 1130, rushing to mos hoping that we need not pay the cover charge, and in the end, we made it. and ystd mos was like so packed. and we couldn't get into smoove, like wtf la. only members and vip are allowed inside. we stayed at the trance, which is like soooo boring until 3.30 before we could get into smoove and it's party time. and we got the wrong spot which are full of malays. oh well... next time bah. dono how long will it be until i can club again. haha. okay, time to mug.

2007-03-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

finished a week of schooling, it was okay for my first week in school, got to know my classmates. but school is sort of tiring. lectures and tutorials all day long.. well, i guess i got to adapt to this kind of lifestyle. no more slacking! haha. one thing which motivates me to school is my cca. that's the only enjoyable activity i can have in school. volleyball is really fun, the people are fun, the coach is fun, the game is fun=) . i guess this coming month will be a very busy month for me.. got to attend make up lectures, got to go for school's vb competition and got to go for csc's vb competition. well went over to adam's hse and played mahjong ystd night. starting off with just playing for fun and don even play money and that was like so boring but it's okay. lol. then after awhile we restarted the game and we played 10cents 20cents okay.... and we played 2 rounds and i won 9dollars! hahaha. thanks ahtoh for changing the seat with me=x. well played till ard 5plus and toh took a cab home, can see his super shag face, and me and yewkai went 445 to eat. okay, today is sunday and it's a day for me to mug. haha.

2007-03-18T13:13:00.000+08:00

last day of my holidays, and i intend to spend it at home. haha. weird huh. can't club anymore alrd. but it's okay i guess. well, i missed the good old days hanging out with my classmates like andy, pong, kennedy, adam, jong and qy. well, when i got troubles bothering me they nv fail to cheer me up, and they are always there to advise me not to smoke, except kennedy la. haha, and i always chose to ignore their advices. really missed those times with them, enjoying ourselves after mugging for a few hours at the airport. and jong will always coach me with my maths if i dono anything. and can't forget yk and ahtoh. these two crappers, always full of craps, and always kena suan by them, haha. and now we head towards different routes alrd, dono whether will we rmb each other in like 2 years time or so. well, everything has an ending, but at least i know.. they are my frens who are always there. and chengsiang!! that ex cinderella man, always got to reach hm before 12. haha. although he's kinda bossy, but he's a gd fren la, that's a fact that cannot be denied. friends.. they are always that great. haha.

2007-03-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

i had hell loads of fun last sat at our dinner over at marine parade. although the food wasn't that nice after all, but i really enjoyed myself there. after that didnt know where to go, so went to ktv over at punggol marina. that place is really super ulu. okay, so me, cs, yk, shawn, shawn's gf, eddy, eddy's gf, eddy's gf's fren and george went there to singgg. and guess wad? shawn's gf is the vip there and we got the biggest room! haha. the room was really like super big, with a billiard table inside and the surround is like superrr gd. and 0 room charge. so our ktv session starts. played billiard with shawn, with a sidebet of 1point=1sip. anyway i didnt lose too badly, i only drank 3 sips. well, after that was pking with shawn. keep drinking and drinking, and i really had alot of fun at the ktv too. and all thanks to shawn, both my legs are now aching. and i wna clear some doubts okay. i drink so much is because i wna enjoy myself, not bcos of getting wad attention or smth. if you're not happy with it i can't do anything also. well ur life ain't any better anyway. this is the different lifestyles that we are living. okay don talk abt this anymore. ystd was my last day of work, well, nothing special happened, but i will miss them for sure although i won't miss my workload there. haha. and reen's birthday @ zouk! =) but it's like still a long way to go. and OJ, all because of ur stupid confinement we didn't get to go mos. i'm really looking forward to see u dance, cos u look really funny. hahahha.

2007-03-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

i'm totally exhausted. but nevertheless, i really enjoyed myself ystd night at mos. it's been such a long time since i've been enjoying myself that much before. but we almost got some problems but in the end luckily nothing happened. if not i'll feel awkward too. and well tonight oj is going mos, and he asked me along like a week ago. lol. but if i'm going with them i think i'll be knockout. gonna psycho him and ask him to go zouk instead of mos, so i won't get bored. lol. gonna club like mad these few days if not next time i won't have the chance to club alrd. gonna go tpjc later, going back to bed again. bye=).

2007-03-08T12:02:00.000+08:00

now is not the right time, cos i can't give you my full. sorry.
tonight, MOS, party time.

2007-03-06T09:15:00.000+08:00

went pubbing and had a bucket of bacardi a couple of days ago, and it was totally boring. lol. i guess no matter how many bottles of that i drink i won't go drunk. lol. no kick. posting finally out. posted to retail management in TP, sadly. gonna go appeal into tpjc alrd. hahahah. and i'm sooo looking forward to this thurs MOS. yesyesyes. and don try to bluff my money toh, nehneh. we shall drinkdrinkDRINK! flaming lambo alright? or maybe sotb? see u on thurs. lionel, don't think of running away from the liquors also. hahaha. =)

2007-02-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

had a great day today. woke up in the morning, watched some tv and went suntec to accompany my aunt for shopping and lunch. although we only spent like 1 or 2 hrs over there, but i enjoyed myself. haha. after that went back tamp to get chicken rice for adam and dessert for my mum. changed into my sports outfit and went adam's hse for a game of dota. lol. after that we headed down to tpjc for volleyball. had a superb time there. play and play and play. haha. i just feel that i got a very fulfilling day. back to work tmr, AGAIN. feel kinda sian, but no choice, no money!! school is going to start alrd, and i just feel so enthu to go back and study again, dono why. haha. alright, blog until there. this weekend it's gonna be party time i hope=).

2007-02-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

past few days were tiring but at the same time, contented. last sat after work i rushed back home and changed into my home clothes and rushed down to shawn's chalet with cheng, jie and adam. when we reached there, alot ppl were there alrd. so ya, we talked among ourselves. it was shawn's 21st birthday, so i can't reject but to go to the chalet. haha. drank some xo with rick and taiyong, and we were there making enliang to drink. haha. he almost couldn't take it. there were like alot of own transport in his chalet, some ppl still got to park outside. haha. zao drove lexus, terrance drove vios, ahbing drove sp and eddy drove super four. wow, i was like so amazed when i saw zao's lexus. haha. so nice. but he and tai went off early like 1+. played some cards there and i went home ard 3, thanks to my bro who came to pick me up. zz. got a braun's wallet for shawn, hope he likes it. haha. monday was my class chalet. first thing i do when i got there was to gamble. and i won like $15. woo. haha. after that was drinking time. bought a bottle of chivas over. drink and drink. finished 1 bottle in no time. and that bottle of chivas was really nothing, not even a kick. spent my night over at the chalet and went back home to bathe on tues. so tues night was bbq time, and we had another bottle of chivas, thanks to shirley! haha. and so, i called ahtoh over and enjoyed it with him, ken and myself. and ya, we finished that bottle in no time too. and andy had a few cups of our drink and he got so seh that he cant feel anything when i slap him. haha. ya, ahtoh slacked over for a while and he went back home soon after that. me pong and adam went to buy mac and we went back to the chalet to eat. after eating feel like slpping sooo much but there was no space for me to slp. soooo, went to the guys room, on some songs on my phone, and wake them up!! haha. in no time all the guys on bed went out of the room all thanks to me. so it was my turn to slp! haha. no choice, cos i had to work on the next day. ya, woke up the next day at 9, checked out and went back home. although the time in the chalet was short, but i had a whole lot of fun. thanks ppl, each and everyone of you makes the chalet a merrier and warmer place. haha. and thanks ahtoh, for giving me face and come down to drink with me. hahahahaha. we shall have flaming lambo next time round ya? my treat? u wait long.

2007-01-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

thursday was my off day. woke up as early as 7.30am all thanks to ken. msg me so early in the morning and make me cannot slp anymore. wtf. met up with him at mac at 830am. sitted there, drink coffee and waited for andy, adam and leo to come. went klunch at marine parade, then after that deciding whether to go pool or go dota. in the end we decided on dota. went paradiz center and played 3hrs of comp. so not used to it. haha. after that i suggested to go bugis for dinner, so ya, we went there.. after that go window shopping for awhile and accidentally saw jong and qy. so accompanied qy to 77th street to get his long sleeved tee shirt. lol. it was a long day, but nevertheless, i enjoyed it. so friday was back to working. but after work, it's party time! staffs from BB mandarin and BB suntec and the managers went to newton circus to have our farewell dinner for our beloved Mr Don Tan who will be leaving us end of this month. i can see that he's a really gd manager though i only joined in soooo recently. lol. so after the meal we went to partyworld at crown hotel. Mr Tang and Izad was alrd there waiting for us. haha. so we sang all the way to 2am. most of them are like so high after so many jugs of stout and beer. haha. and that stupid azreen run away first. we planned to run away earlier together, in the end kena ps =.= shared cab home with milah and after i reached home, bathed and..... slp! =)

2007-01-19T09:30:00.000+08:00

off day is finally here again. going to do some shopping later and ya, help cassan to see her bebe stuffs. so troublesome. recently went vs pub again. we don intend to drink much so we just ordered 2 jugs of beer. but unexpectedly, saw taiyong when we were abt to go back home. and i know for sure that we can't escape. true enough, we finished half a bottle of chivas together in no time. and unexpectedly too, enliang vomitted right in front of us. hahahahaha. weak! he keep vomitting leh. vomit two times in the pub, three times in the cab, wahkao. so much things to vomit? lol. accompanied cassan to the hosp. on monday. went to buy her asthma medicine. after she went home i went 505 eat and drink coffee. ya, that's basically wad i do during my off day, boring eh? can't slp really well nowadays. from 12am all the way till 3am i was like turning here and there on my bed, finding the right position for me to get aslp. got to get some slping pills from any doctor. lol. maybe i shld stop decieving myself from now...

2007-01-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

i'm very free now. so decided to come and blog. went drinking on the 4th. now i know i'm not really a good drinker. not more than 20cups can go drunk liao. haha. but ken was worse than me. vomitted in the cab-.- . luckily i wasn't in that cab at that time. or else i'm gonna suffer cos i was sitting beside him. everyday work. kinda sian of this life. wish that i could go back to school, just like edwin is doing right now. met up with him just now for breakfast, but i didnt eat anything. lol. don have the appetite la. suppose to go drinking last night since gab say got free drinks, haha, but raining so heavily, and my bro picked me up from work, so well, didnt got the chance to go. other days bah. payday is coming. don't feel any excitment. maybe because of my bills and fines. argh. work work work, for what?

if i were to be a bodyguard, i would not be anyone else but yours.

2007-01-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

it's raining now. i hate rainy nights. it makes the night feel so lifeless, so boring and so lonely. hais. getting my pay soon, and the first thing i gonna do is to give my parents money. lol. i'm so not used to not going to sch on the first day of school. this isn't meant to be sarcastic. lol. countdown during new year eve sucks. squeezing with so many people, and so many banglas. argh. i wish i spent that night at boat quey or even at cubes.

2006-12-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

thanks for the xmas gift girls. it was really unexpected. haha. nice working with u all, laughters all day long, u all never fail to brighten up my day=). i learnt alot of things from you all and it makes me a better person. haha. thanks again!

i'm waiting for my topman tee...XD
and merry christmas to ALL!

2006-12-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

some customers really pissed me off. here are some examples of the conversation i had with some of the customers.

customer: can i try this shoe in size 42?
me: give me a min.
after trying on the shoes...
customer: i think they're too small. can u let me try 43?
me: sure.
after trying on the shoes...
customer: hmm. okay, can i try this shoe, size 42 brown colour?
me: i don think it'll fit your feet.
customer ignored me.
after trying on the pair of brown colour shoes..
customer: okay, i'll take this.
me: =.='

another example was like this.

customer: does this wallet come in other colours?
me: no ms.
customer: what other colours does it come with?
me: it is only available in this colour.
customer: no, i saw it where else in red colour.
i went to check with my supervisor.
me: sorry ms, but this range only comes in one colour.
customer: turns head and walk away.

these customers can really spoil my day. there are somemore of these lame people. i'm just lazy to type. argh.

and she told me not to wait.

2006-12-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

stupid NEA and HSA. argh.

2006-12-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

just got home after work. and tmr is my off day. like finally. so tonight can slp later alrd. quite like this job of mine, although at first it was kinda boring for me, but now, after getting to know the staffs there, it's great. learnt a few things these few days from work. yearning to go boat quey again, wonder when can i go again.. and to me, pubbing is seriously better than clubbing. lol. okay, i don't know what i shld say alrd. gonna enjoy myself tmr(: and a warning to ppl who read this post... arguas are very fierce, don ever ki with them. HOR AHHTOH? hahaha. all the best for your interview tmr.

2006-12-02T11:09:00.000+08:00

had a couple of drinks over at versus ystd with orjiao and raysong. saw taiyong over there and i knew i was gonna be drunk. so me and taiyong keep drinking, cos i can't possibly turn him down. in the end he seem more drunk than me, keep talking abt the 12000 thing to me. left the pub at around 1. i can't even walk straight when i was leaving, but i tried to walk as straight as possible la. was suppose to meet xiuling and her fren together with me and oj to go drinking, in the end for some reasons she didnt came with us. lol. luckily i'm in the afternoon shift today, haha. okay, off to prepare for work. byee.

2006-11-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

finally got myself a job at meritus mandrian hotel. working for braun buffel. hope it goes well=). hope i won't think so much abt it after i got this job.

2006-11-24T09:17:00.000+08:00

no point clinging onto something that doesn't actually belongs to you. what's yours will be yours. sigh. forget it. maybe someday things may change. going to have 2 interviews today, hope i can get either one of the two jobs. and ya ahhtohh, we missed boat quey ystd, find sometime we go again okay. although i got no car to send you back, we can always share the cab. and ya, rmb we must kope other people drinks and run away. hope everything turns well. i really don't know what i should do. is it the right choice to clear up this mess, or is it just rashness on my part?

2006-11-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

o's finally over for me, but i don't feel any excitement, dono why. had a couple of drinks over at versus with orjiao ystd. cassan and jo sat with us while serving other customers. listened to cassan story, felt sad for her. cheer up okay? (: your didi is always here. haha. and thanks for the chivas ystd. hope you and gabriel will end up well. and stop abusing yourself pls. smoke and drink is okay, but not that thing again okay. ya, back to my story. stayed there until 1smth. and i saw someone from my school, but sadly, i can't say who cos it'll affect him, lol. stopped drinking after i felt abit seh. went to search for cab with oj and headed for katong to meet edwin and guoming for dota. felt very terrible over there at first, maybe due to the excessive alcohol. but after a while felt okay le. after dota went back to tamp 445 for supper. and then went back home to catch some slp before going to school to get my leaving cert and testimonial. ya, don't feel like slpping now, though i'm tired. and im like half awake now, and i shall remain like this for the rest of the day. lol. ya, thanks leonard =D. you know what you did. and now i know drinking does not help you to forget your troubles.

2006-11-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

The big O's is tmr. all the best everyone! (:

2006-10-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J ONG!

ya, thanks for teaching me those difficult maths questions at the airport. and i'm feeling so down again. hais.

2006-10-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

although the wind keeps blowing, that didn't stop me from making it for you. all the sweat and hardwork was worth it<3. and ya, thanks leonard for helping me out and accompanying me all the way there. haha=D.

candles are really RARE nowadays.

2006-10-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

studied quite abit the last few days, and i'm so not used to this kind of life. my life last time was so slack and so relax, but now there are a whole lot of things for me to catch up. doing papers of different subjects everyday, hoping that i'll make improvements. just hope that i can pass all my subs, INCLUDING chemistry. i'll be so contented with a c6 for my chem. abt 1 month left, gonna chiong alrd, but i cant seem to do it. haha. feeling so tired nowadays. those exam papers really seem endless. cannot watch too much of tv le la. gonna miss my 10pm and 11pm show. haha. went to watch the movie starring louis khoo and jackie chan last tues. i forgot abt the movie's name. lol. i went with orjiao. wa, 2 guys going to the cinema is like soo weird la. and somemore we bought drinks and popcorn. haha. in the end i was watching alone and he was slpping so soundly beside me, bcos he watched that movie before alrd. lol, and i don understand why he claimed that he wants to watch it again but he ended up slping inside the cinema. ya and all the best to ur pracs orjiao, faster get ur bike and long bang me go walk walk. hahahaha. watched stay alive last sat too. the movie wasn't that great like it seem to be, but nvm, as long as i'm watching it with YOU, it's alright. hahaha. YOU really brighten up my life and ya, colour my life with ur smiles <3. i don't want arguments to colour my life instead okay. hahaha.

2006-09-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

prelims are offically over. but the intense revision for o levels has started. didnt got the results i wanted, but it's okay, i shall strive harder for my o levels. i don wanna end up nowhere to go. ya, these few days.. nothing interesting happened. went kbox with pong and ken on sunday. actually wanted to go cineleisure but ended up in marine parade all becos of ken. argh. but alright la, it's fun going with them, and ken's voice is really power, he can pull his voice until like so high. lol. went to watch miami vice with oj, terry and val on last thurs. that show was pretty gd. hmm, and ystd went to watch pulse. that movie was a waste of money. i don advice anyone to go and watch that movie. lol. it looks nice but it's not. i'm really broke nowadays=(. dono for wad reasons. gna save money alrd, and that means, less food to eat. haha. oj's birthday this thurs. finally 18! i know u're looking forward to that. lol. too bad i can't go celebrate with u guys, enjoy urself! i really want to watch stay alive this weekend, with YOU=D. shall post next time.

2006-09-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

ystd was yk's birthday. cassan, me and him went to geylang and have steamboat. the steamboat was great. so fulfilling. the food was nice, especially the pork, lol. after the dinner we cabbed to east coast to drop cassan off the cab den we went to simei and find wj to slack. so long didnt see him alrd. sat there and talk for till around 10, den me and yk went tamp to find oj. accompanied oj to have his dinner then we decided go to down to the pub where cassan is working. cabbed down there, played one round of billiard before going into the pub. had a couple of drinks, watch oj pool. he's damn lucky. lol. terry came ard 2 plus. we drank till the pub was closing, then go down mac deciding where to go. cassan they all wna go for movies, so me, yk and oj decided to get back home. on the way back home, val called and asked us whether we want to watch movie or not cos terry got car can drive us. in the end only me and oj went for the movies, yk is too tired. lol. terry came and pick us up and we headed for PS. expect cassan to come along but she went back with eric. so we're left with oj, val, terry and me. went to PS but there is no timeslot available. den went to check out timeslot at cine. still no timeslot cause we reached cine abt 4.30. so we decide to go to geylang and buy smth first, den find a place to eat. went to eat the bak gu teh at east coast road and the food was nice=D. after the meal we went to play billiard at this new billiard center at katong. played 2 rounds with oj, den we headed for changi village cos oj say he wan to visit the loyang dua pek gong. on the way back to changi village, we saw a car that was modified. then terry wanted to challenge that car. so terry drove very fast, driving on the road shoulders to ovetake cars, but in the end that modified car was not interested to race. we are like =.=. he drove super fast and we stopped right in front of a bus and the dist is like 10cm away only? lol. went the changi beach first, saw the sunrise. it is so beautiful. sat there and talked for a while, den we drove to the dua pek gong and pray. after that they wanted to go kbox. it was alrd in the morning then. so i didnt join them for kbox. terry drove me back home and i went to slp. so now, i jus woke up, finished my lunch and sitting in front of the comp blogging. ok, prelims' coming, gonna study=D.

2006-09-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

went for dinner at marina south organised by my chi teacher. met up with andy and guys, actually wanted to go there early to play some pool or wad but in the end cannot make it, all because edwin spent too time styling his hair!=x. lol. went to zhen fa for the steamboat dinner. overall it was quite okay. we still bought some beer without the teacher's consent. haha. after that wanted to get some dota but not enough comps are available, so in the end we settled for some pool games. i'm so lousy alrd can. at least last time i still got the placing but now, nothing is left, so rusty alrd. lol. went home after that. went east coast early in the morning on sat with fel hoping that we can get to see the sunrise, but we only get to see abit of it. after that went to geylang to have our breakfast- dou jiang you tiao. lol. wah, and we walked quite a distance before reaching the bus stop and before reaching the shop. but the breakfast was filling=D. fel went back home and i went back to sch for volleyball, and guess wad, adam didnt turn up for vb, saying that he overslpt. wth la, i had to go home alone. haha=x. this sept "holidays" shld b mugging time for me. can't go out so often alrd. lol.

2006-08-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

had a great time at haoyang's birthday party ystd. though there's nothing much for us to do there, but we did find something for us to do. haha. the best part is that we threw him into the water. hahaha. so enjoyable. and i kept "stealing" the chicken wings to eat=x, but i end up having a terrible stomachache at night. serve me right, lol. finished my eng and ss paper last week. both papers are quite alright for me to handle, but i don't know whether i can score well or not, pray for the best. i just don wanna fail my english. not gonna waste my A1 away. last week passed fast. another week gone. and this coming week, i got my prac exams=(. i suck at practicals. maybe i just don't like to do it, doing the bio prac is like so troublesome can. argh. there's an idiot posting some comments at ahtoh tagboard. that guy is like really nothing to do leh, wtf, jus finding troubles only. lol. the world will be a much better place if ppl like him don't exist. such an asshole. so looking forward to the days after the o levels, wondering what would it be like. hahahaha. but for now, o levels is my priority. and i got a curfew for 4days starting from today? lol. a volunteered one. =)

2006-08-17T19:11:00.000+08:00

finished my english oral yesterday. and all i can do now is that i can at least get a merit for it? i don wanna get a pass. lol. but at least, the examiner's face are kinda friendly, don feel any pressure while speaking to them. it seem like it's jus tuesday, but today is alrd thursday. time really flies, and prelims are getting nearer. aww. i'm picking my humanities up now, and hope i'll pick up my sciences really soon. anyone going for a drink this weekend?

2006-08-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

Dance With My Father

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end'
Cause I'd love, love, love

To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

2006-08-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

three days of holidays are finally over. have to go to school again tmr. and prelims are ard the corner? lol. didnt really studied these few days, although i shld be studying. hope things will turn out fine for me. went to the gym today. it was so crowded. dono why today so many ppl go. qiyao is so disciplined. he insist on working out every part and every muscles of his body before he wanna go. so we left first, leaving him and haoyang behind. lol. my hands are like so tired alrd can. and chengsiang was like waiting for us at mac for around 1 hr alrd. had a scolding from him when we got to mac. haha. everything is my fault la. went to watch the fireworks on tues. it was so so so crowded, and people are like vying for a suitable place to watch the fireworks. damn stuffy and hot la. but it was all worth it. the fireworks were really pretty. lol. although it only lasted for abt 10mins or so. happiness are always short lived. beautiful things won't last for long. why? i dono. lol. went to marina sq after that. ahpong got 40% off in the puma shop at marina sq! omg. it's like alot can. almost half price. gonna find some time and shop there. haha. don't know why,but i feel so insignificant and unimportant. ahhhhhh. and i hope tmr we can get back our chi o levels result. i'm like so prepared and excited abt it. although i know i won't do so well. all the best to everyone ya=D. and u owe me a treat if u get B3 and above.=))

2006-08-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

no sch ystd. but i went back sch for remedial in the morning. so bored can. still got scolded by the teacher for being late for like 25 minutes. but luckily there were 10 of us. haha. played some soccer with my classamates after remedial. it's so funny la, some of them can't even kick the ball properly. haha. ya, went swimming after soccer. it was hell man. my legs keep taking turns to cramp. den i decided to sun tan, and i almost fell aslp.=.=. and at night, accompanied my mum to the doctor. den went for dinner. sucha boring day=(.
well tmr is saturday. this long-awaited day finally arrived. but i still dono wad shld i do tmr. lol. hope it won't be as boring as ystd. and ya, guess wad. i saw some xiao hun hun from ping yi sec. omg, they're really sooo fucked up. but doesn't matter, they're xiao hun hun wad. haha. okay, going gym alrd. byebye=D

2006-07-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

had a terrific time today. went out with that ass and we watched lakehouse and toyko drift at cathy. both movies were great! lol. now wondering wad shld i do tmr. i guess i'm gonna gym. it's been ages since i really do any workouts. strain all my muscles tmr. lol. 4 more weeks to prelim. wth, time pass so fast can. a month after prelims will be the o levels. still not really prepared for it. both mentally and physically. i don wanna repeat another year=(. nvm, i'll start studying tmr and i hope i can start. lol lol.

2006-07-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

back to blog again. afew weeks more to prelims alrd, and yet i haven finish the first round of my revision. cant go out so often and cannot use the comp so often le. haha. hope after these few months of revision, life will be much better. went kbox-ing with cassan, cheng and yk. but yk came at 6. haha. and he had to pay like 15 dollars? had quite a great time in kbox, cos it's been sooo long ever since i went there. hmm, after that we walked to east coast. went to the billiard center and discovered that we only had 1 identity card. only can open 1 table=(. so pathetic right. 4 ppl share 1 table. play 2v2. lol. we enjoyed ourselves although we were playing like so noobish. cueing all gone. cassan went to work, so left yk, cheng and me. went to mac for our dinner. yk is like always looking out for pretty girls la. haha. they decided to go home after that. but i don't. it's like only 8.30 leh and i wanted to meet asshole!=D. lol. we walked back to parkway and waited for the bus. and when the bus finally came, i was like so reluctant to board it. but in the end we still board that bus=(. till we reached eunos mrt, yk told me he'll acc me to go back east coast. wanted cheng to come along also, but he's sick, so we left him in the bus and cabbed to EAST COAST! haha. yk's such a great fren, though he's full of rubbish at times. got to meet that ass in the end and we walked back to parkway. yk and me cabbed back home. that day was great=D. went town with ken today, he bought a tee from heeren and we went meridian for some korean bbq. den back to tamp and slacked with cheng n leonard. gonna start studying tmr morning. haha. I WANNA WATCH THE LAKEHOUSE! next sat ya? =DD

2006-07-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

for the first time in my life, i came across called dono wad gkai so buay baa. world's best no.1 man. haha. can bug someone bug until dono like wad. but nevermind, he can't so anything much. so no worries. lol. had my chi listening today. got to know the answers. i got 1 mistake. but it's okay, that mistake was unavoidable. no remedials for us today. haha. but tmr, there's maths remedial. so bored can. keep doing papers after papers. and now, edwin is pestering me for my HCS. haha. he also very buay ba. but at least, he's my good brother. haha. okay, i blog some other time, he's so noisy. lol. but the main point of the post is: gkai is soooo buay ba!! hahaha. =D

2006-07-06T18:13:00.000+08:00

aww. france won. i was expecting portugal to meet italy in the final. well, since portugal is out, i really hope italy will get the world cup this time. seriously, i guess france really got lucky this time. they beat spain 3-1, brazil 1-0 and potugal 1-0. like wth la. didnt see them performing in group stage. until the knockout stage, they are like two different teams playing. lol. but it's okay. they won't get the world cup. i hope. gonna have my chi oral next week, my teacher said that i did quite well when he gave me a so called "oral exam". his tips are v useful. haha. and one thing abt my chi teacher is that he seem to know everything. he knows specifically who skipped the eng remedial. and he know that i smoke. there must be some big mouth who told him that. but he's a good teacher overall. really enjoys his lesson a lot. and he's quite sissy at times. LOL. second week of term 3 gonna end soon. time really flies. i still got a few months before o level. i really got nooo time left. don worry so much abt ur chi orals ya? it has alrd ended. just pray for the best=D.

2006-07-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

u guys know smth?

PORTUGAL IS IN.

and hopefully, Brazil will be in too=)
don't be jealous ya asshole? haha.

2006-07-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

the first week of school is quite smooth for me. except there are tonnes of homework to be done this weekend. haha. felt so bored at home ystd, went out with cassan to mac and slack. at first there were val's and her fren. then val needed to go home and charge her laptop. so, me and cassan went to tm for a walk. she helped me buy my soccer bets. so good having a 18 year old with me. LOL. after that went back to mac again. xiaohei they all joined us at the same table. slacked with them around 9 plus den i went to buy some stuffs for my mum and then went back home alrd. time passed fast ystd. watched soccer. went to sleep. today woke up early in the morning, went back to sch play volleyball. so bored la, go back play a few matches den go home alrd. lame right. wasted my whole morning of sleeping time. later maybe going amk with cassan to collect her pay, or maybe going to the airport to study. LOL. i'm so tired right now. feel like sleeping. haha. blog next time.

2006-06-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

had a great time yesterday. went for my school's band concert. quite a great concert. the time passed very fast during that period of time. after the concert, we decided to catch a midnight show at cine. wanted to watch garfield 2 at first, but there were no time slots available to our liking. so, we chose just my luck. the movie was at 4.25am. lol. we went to parklane for some dota before the movie. those dota matches wasn't so great after all. went to long john silver, chatted till 4.15am then we went up to the theatre. when we first enter, the whole theatre was empty. not a single soul. philson was like so scared, lol. but after that some people came in. there were like just 10 people in the theatre. but that show was great. niceee show. hmm, after that, we took the mrt home. just a night without sleep and i end up having 2 ulcers in the mouth. later i'll have to rub some salt on it. lol. somehow it seem that i enjoy rubbing salt onto my ulcers, i enjoy that pain. weird. i don't know why too. school is opening in 1 day time. omg, homework homework homework. but not to worry, i did some. haha. =)

2006-06-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

spent my night at zhenwei's hse ystd. my bro was busy playing with his mahjong and i was left alone watching tv. so pathetic right. dono why he wants to bring me to his house. we had a jog before that at east coast. this is the second jog that i had this week. though my timing have improved, but still, the whole process is damn shag. run like hell. but it's always good to have a goal for my jogging. which is the end of year run- marathon. haha. gonna train like hell for that. i must be one of the youngest to complete that marathon. that's my target for this year. and of course, i cannot forget my o levels=(. well, watched soccer ystd night at zhenwei's hse. needless to say abt portugal's match. they are good. especially christiano ronaldo. omg, such a talented young player with a bright future ahead. haha. and the super exciting match is when czech face ghana. both teams were good. or shld i say, the africans are better. michael essein from chelsea, playing for ghana. he's good. well, the africans won czech by a score of 2-0. amazing isn't it? if i went to bet on ghana $20, i could have won abt $140. haha. but it's really an exciting match. got home around 2.30. lazy to watch the third match. went to slp alrd. and today, edwin woke me up. wtf, call me say usa and italy 1-1. wahhh, i need to slpp leh, now i can't slpp alrd. thanks to him man. later will be gym time with qi yao. lol. borrrringg.

2006-06-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

time really flies. i'm left with a week or so to catch up my school work. especially chemistry. till now, i still don't have the motivation to strive. cannot afford to slack anymore, i must tell myself to mug hard. well, i'm gonna meet qiyao for gym today at 1pm, and maybe go jogging in the evening. must really jog more often, singapore marathon is coming in dec. if i still continue to eat non-stop, i think i can't even complete a quarter of the race. let's talk about the world cup. some matches are really a disappointment. let's talk about Sweden. players there are quite experienced, especially dwight yorke, and yet, they can't even beat a team down with 10 men. the result ended as a draw, 0-0. let's talk about japan now. leading 1-0. Australia wasn't really a very strong team to deal with. but everytime japan attack, their strikers will panic, as if it's their first time playing for their country, and they're not facing teams like netherlands, england or brazil. Australia can score 3 goals within 8 mins. OMG. i don't know what the hell are the japanese doing. nakata and ono, these two are solid players, but they don't perform. a really big disappointment. i will get so disappointed partly because i betted on japan!! i thought they will strive to their best like 2002. sigh sigh sigh. usa against czech. i think usa's players better wake up. france vs switzerland. a disappointing match. gallas, henry, makelele and zidane. henry is a world class striker. needless to say about zidane, a world class player also. need to improve on their teamwork. or they'll not last long in the world cup. ok, enough of world cup now. it's all destined. LOL. it's time for me to get prepared for gym already. blog next time.

2006-06-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

just finished dota games at tmart with ahtoh and yk. had quite a great time. ystd night was interesting. me and my bro went to 85 market and eat supper. was suppose to go back home after the supper but my bro decide to bring me go 99 wan. we went to NUS first, to pee. then ended up walking in NUS, seeing around. my brother showed me around NUS, the Design and Architecture faculty, telling my his life in NUS last time. he asked me to aim that kind of life, studying uni. haha. still a long way to go la, see can do well for o levels not first. after the NUS trip we went to 99 wan and kent ridge hill. quite a nice place to go for couples la, but must have own transport den can go up to the hilltop. the scenery is very nice there. it's a good place to jog too, cos it's all way the upslope. maybe next time go jogging with my bro there. woo, world cup is starting alrd. so excited. gonna stay up and watch these matches. 4 years once leh, cant miss it. haha. well, tmr is saturday. i'm left with two days to play. the next two weeks are mugging time. but i got nowhere to go tmr. so sad. everyday stuck at home. well, i wished that pavilion didn't close down. at least there's somewhere for me to play. haha.

2006-06-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

the first week of the holidays had been a busy week. going sch at 8. i skipped the motivational talk at the second day cos it's totally useless. just listen to one fat guy talk crap. he showed us his platinum card and he claimed that he's a millionaire. like wtf la. don need to show off to us right. but the first week passed by fast. well, ystd was cass birthday. finally 18 alrd huh. can throw ic to the guy at seven eleven to buy cigarettes right. can go clubbing legally. wow, 18 is so good. my turn will come soon in two years time. so, i shall wait. we went to watch omen 666 with cass. that movie wasn't that nice after all. and my stupid contact lense dropped under my eye during the movie. UNDER MY EYE ok. i had a hard time pushing it up and in the end dropped onto the floor. i spent the whole afternoon with only one contact lense. after the movie went to far east and bugis. go far east like never go like that. walked the whole place den take cab go bugis=.=. when cass was talking with mickey on the phone, i imitated her talk. haha. it's so funny. like wat darling darling all sorts of things. after the shopping went back to tamp meet up with toh they all to watch xmen3. haha. that movie was at least better than omen666. today is rebecca birthday. happy birthday girl. finally u're 15. hope u can grow taller=x. ok la, gtg alrd. blog next time.

2006-05-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

ystd morning went to play basketball at blk 840. i enjoyed the games alot. a good workout for me to burn fats. lol. got home around 12. went to slp until lunch was ready. when i went online, ahtoh suggest to watch davinci on sat. but i was too bored ystd, so i asked him whether he want to watch it ystd. and he agreed. haha. we went along with poon, adam, pong and ken. adam keep complaining that he got no money to go out, but in the end he was the one with most money in his wallet. like wtf right. we went to see the timeslot for davinci code. almost all were full, except for those late at night. so we decided to settle for the 2330 show at lido. overall, that movie was quite interesting, although it's abit chim and i don quite get what they say, but luckily there's subtitles. haha. the show was quite long. around two hours excluding all the rubbishs before the movie starts. we slacked from 6 till 11.30 when the movie starts lor. we went to play dota. haha. abit bo liao right, but no choice. there's nothing we can do at town. except from window shopping=.=.

after the movie ken's dad came to pick him up. pong went back with him. poon, toh, adam and me were wondering where shld we go. we walked back to cine, wanted to play watch another movie. but in the end went up to lvl 9 and see ppl play xbox. actually wanted to play dota there but in the end we walked all the way from cine to pennisula plaza to play dota. we regetted walking there. there was $4/hr without member. and cine was jus $3.50/hr lor. we could save all the walking and 50cents. wasted=(. so long didnt stay out whole night, until ystd. although im tired, but the feeling was great. haha. too bad yew kai didnt join us, if not it'll be more enjoyable with that ass around.

2006-05-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

now den i realise that we actually reali learn smth new everyday. every moment, whether it's on our studies, or just experiences in life. we'll only learn our lessons when there's price to be paid. why can't we take note of every single little mistakes that we've done, reflect on it and not to do it again. that will make us more perfect than ever.

mr poh left the school for sph today. with some sweet memories to be remembered. he is a great teacher, and i only realise it when he was giving his speech to our class. i was wondering why i didnt realise it earlier. i took him for granted, and now when he's gonna leave, i'm starting to appreciate what he has done for us. but it's too late. i den realise i took everyone for granted in my life, including my family, and i guess i shld wake up and reflect on myself. i can't wait until the time when my frens or my family are gone, den i start to appreciate them. everything will be too late. i hope it's not too late to find out all these things now.=)

had my listening compre today. went to sch for just 30mins. actually wanted to go and watch the davinci code but most of us haven reach 16. so in the end we didnt go. went up kpool in my uniform, wanted to borrow smth but they didnt have it. thanks for letting andy they all in hor cassandra. cos i know if later ahtiong come up u'll die. haha. and i still owe u 20 pushups right. i'll challenge u next time, u so tyco lor. i keep jia zui one. ahtoh suggest going over his house to do gym, and ya and i think it's oso a great idea. had been ages since i visited the gym. we went over his hse, instead of going to the gym, i slpt at his massage chair and they were trying out fifa street 2. haha. we slacked till around 5.30 den we go gym.

dono wat to do for tmr. ya maybe early in the morning go for a basketball game with my classmates, but there's still no prog lined up in the afternoon and evening. tmr will be boring. and ya, it's someone's birthday tmr. finally 16 eh? haha. happy birthday=)

2006-05-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

how time flies. mid year is finishing soon alrd. haha. but, it's getting nearer and nearer to o's. not reali prepared for it but i guess it's alright lah, im gonna fight this battle well prepared, reali well. haha, as if i will study. so far, i guess i flunked my bio paper. and maybe amaths paper 1? i think i am mentally prepared to run the 10 storey which coach gives us. my confidence is gone in amaths. i used to be very confident. now, it seems like my confidence is gone. maybe due to my laziness. cannot afford to be lazy anymore, or i'll suffer, and it's only me who will suffer. hmm, had a nap this afternoon, woke up alrd kinda moody, haha. suddenly thinking that why am i not born rich. rich ppl are so good, not much for them to worry, at least the financial part lah. not like me, everything oso have to worry. maybe i spent too much money in unnecessary stuffs like billiard, dota. so from now on, unless needed, i won't indulge in these games anymore. stay away from those places alrd. home is the best place. stick my eyes on the television will do. i shall not think so much, money wont drop from the sky. i still got my myoplex to buy, my shoes, my bag. handphone also. maybe someone will spare me a thousand dollars? haha. i'm just sprouting nonsense. after o's go work and get my own stuff. that's the only way. yeah. that's it.

2006-05-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

mid year gonna start soon, offically. haven reali studied yet. die lahh, somemore i guess i'm falling sick alrd. haha, but nevermind, im so strong, wont get sick so easily. hmm, wanted to study in the past few days but in the end cannot make it lah. lack of determination. haha. gonna start mugging from tmr. or i'll die terribly. went pavilion in the afternoon for a while. thought of playing billiard but in the end i think it'll b better watching other ppl play lah, haha. damn frustrated while waiting for the bus 81. shit, waited for almost 30mins. went to buy dinner for my dad den go home alrd. read ss textbook for awhile and im falling aslp alrd. weak right. haha. chatting with the stupid squrriel online now. die die oso don wan go slpp leh. i know u'll read this. go slpp leh, go slp. haha. or u'll end up like me now. ya and tuition tmr at 9. shag. dono shld go out study not. haha. ok lah, eh i post alrd leh.=)) and come out study tmrr laaa. haha.

2006-04-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

to think of it, i miss so much so much things. i miss being called tumama, i miss calling you asshole. i miss playing maple with u together. i miss talking on the fone with u, i miss messaging u every morning talking craps, i miss wishing u goodnight every night. i miss when i argued with u who shld be the campus superstar. i miss guessing riddles that u gave, i miss calling u at 2am to wake u up. i miss so much so much. but, will it ever come back again? i dono. went bugis and bought my bag from a guy called jimmy today. the bag was damn big, and i only realise it when i got the bag, but still quite ok la. played billiard with cassan, everytime lost to her, i dono why oso. went tm alone, wanted to buy a gnc water bottle so that it's easier for me to drink the myoplex. i went there, they told me no stock. wtf la. wat a waste of time. sch tmr, exams are ard the corner. time to study=(. hope all these freaking stuff will b over soon. can't slpp, so came to blog since i got noth much better to do. thanks alot ahpui. but don everytime help others la. take care of u urself. one fine day u'll find wat u reali deserve.=) if i can help u, i'll try my best to. time for me to slp alrd, sch tmr. blog some other time. cya.

2006-04-22T18:11:00.000+08:00

a fine saturday evening and im stuck at home. cannot go out. all thanks to my exams.. haha. but i went out this morning alrd. firstly went to help my dad pay his bills, after that went to buy lunch for cass and wei. play few rounds of pool with wei and sway sway his manager came up. haha. got caught red handed. cass was oso playing the machine. sway la the both of them. think they got scolded quite badly. hmm, met nicholas and jason and went gymming. in for gymming these few weeks. haha. first time go to the tampines gym today. the gym is so damn big. very spacious lah. cos the machine not alot mah, except for the threadmills. trained for an hour plus or so. the taste of myoplex is damn sucky. first time drink with milk quite alright, but subsequently the taste got worse and worse. drank a packet today. before training drank half a packet, after training drink the other half. just don think of the taste of that myoplex when u drink it. tried abit of vanilla's flavour, quite alright. better than the strawberry's one. haha. after i finished my strawberry one i wanna go try vanilla alrd. hais, i blog till here alrd.

2006-04-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

wow. i stayed at home most of the time today. haha. in the morning the lion dance woke me up early in the morning lah. 8 plus leh. wahh, but in the end i force myself to sleep until 10 la. haha. my house downstairs was having some voting things. it was very noisy lah, want to watch tv peacefully is impossible. hmm, ard 11 plus my dad came back home and drove us to sao mu. it was soooo crowded. and i was crying lah. haha. the smoke made my eyes so irritating. and it's painful. hmm, actually after sao mu wanted to go gymming, but ah toh last min can't le, so i went back home. haha. went home, changed, and go jogging with bro at pasir ris park. mad lah, 1plus leh. luckily the weather was fine, not hot. haha. ran abt 6km den he drove to elias buy some things den we went back home. and i'm rotting in front of the comp till now lah. can u imagine that. no one to talk to leh, so boring. don have the mood to study leh. zzz. i got a maths and ss test tmr lah. grr. dono what's happening to me. let's talk abt ystd. hmm, woke up at 12. went to meet cheng siang den we went parklane. at douby ghout mrt waited for yk for so long den he reached, somemore walked the wrong exit. haiyoo, such a toot. reached parklane, got the comps, played dota for 4 hrs. omg. cos me 8 dollars lah, such a waste of money lor.. haiyo. after that they went to played billiard, i sit there and stare lor. haha. went to eat chicken noodle. tai they all wanted to go egames so me cs n yk went back. yk went home as he was sick, haha, he sick still can suan cs lah, say what shake backside. haha. hmm, me n cs went to swensen find kailiang n cass n another "fren" of kailiang's. haha. caught ya cass. haha!!! after that bought green bean soup for mum den went back home. im such a goodboy. haha. gonna go sch tml. sickening fattening shittening. gonna wake up early again. zzz. ok lah, i blog until here. get over it<3.

2006-04-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

just returned from volleyball training. wahlao, if not for edwin, i would be slpping like a pig at home alr lor. and i'm so tired lah. ystd went to some sort of party held at club momo. it was fun, but the party only last around 3 hours lah. i managed to get a taka $20 voucher from their lucky draw. better than nothing lah huh. after tt went back to tamp find chengsiang. he was playing dota with nam n tai they all.. so me n yew kai waited for him to finish playing, den play another round with us. so sian lor, we won lahh, it's so expected=X. after that we went down kpool. felt so bored there lah, so went up play dota with chunguang again. haha. won again of course..ardd 12 me cs n yk went over to the chalet. all of them are slpping man, except for weikang, who was waiting for the chicken cutlet that we bought for him. eventually everyone woke up lah. no mahjong tables, so they played cards. i was watching tv there. it was like so bored lah, i rather go back home and slpp than to rot there and do nothing. i fell aslpp lah, until my mum called me at ardd 3. den i realised that i got a msg too. read it and replied. well, this morning came back home while preparing to go for my vb training, came online for awhile. hais, something happened lah, i dono wat i can do to help.. i'm like.. nevermind. i'll end my post here=(

2006-03-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

so fast holidae finishing alrd. but, this had been a one good week of holidays for me la. didnt waste too much time. hmm. monday did noth, except for going for my tuition, haha. b4 that did noth. just go out n walk.hahaha. hmm. tues went to schh for my chem. after that did some hw at home den go out play awhile. nbbr waste time right... hahah. okok. talk abt my wednesday. went sch for chinese remedial, after tt went to work at upp thomson. haha. so cold there lah, almost couldn take it. wore jacket alrd leh, still cold. but i work for ard 5 hrs only la. after tt went playing dota at pav. haha. thurs went to work oso lah, but started ard 10. den work till 6. after that went to slack awhile with xh they all. friday same thing happen again. haha. went to work, but after tt went back home n eat dinner alrd lor. like soo guai lah. my fren ask me go out i say cannot cos my mum tell me to go back and have dinner. hahaha. they're like so surprised. haha. then today.. hmm, went for vb trag in the morning. after that went out to pavilion awhile lah. pulled cheng to come along with me to the co concert. haha. not bad lah the concert. those music are quite nice. but i dono how to appreciate it. so sad la. almost fell aslpp in the middle of the concert. after concert went s11 eat, den go dota(forced by cheng siang) den go back home and tada!!! im blogging now.haha. im lame right. forget it. sch's reopening soon. goodluck everyone. and ah toh, chiong si ni.

2006-03-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

just finished my dinner at home. hmm, jus now went numberball-ing at pavilion. i kup with cheng siang. haha.. at first played with kai liang n ahpui, den xiao j joined us. hmm, won in the end.. wah, at first i so zun lor. haha, but subsequently, not so good alrd. lol.. at first xiao j was like so seh and we knew what he did lah, we just keep quiet lor. maybe he reali needs it. hmm, but after tt he was fine alrd. enjoyed myself playing with them, maybe partly bcos i won money lah, haha. tml gonna go for the jogathon held at east coast. argh. need to wake up early again, or i scared i'll b late. i guess i'm gonna run tml. maybe with jen an, cos he's a good runner. run with him can keep up to his pace. good idea right? haha. well, today the class gave a new floorball stick to farah, cos her one was broken while playing floorball for our class. haha. she was so touched. tt scene was so touching. and guess what? our class won the champions for floorball competition leh. she was the star* player lor. hahaha. so proud of them=) holidays r ardd the corner!! hahahaha. can slack aaabit. my chem was the lowest in level lor. hais, dono how to cope with it lah, feel like giving up tt sub but it is impt leh. think i'll put more attention to tt sub bah.. cannot fall aslp during lessons liao. must force myself to go n study. yesyesyes. blog till here. bb=)

2006-03-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

ohohohoh. i've come and blog alrd. haha. i swear not to play dota at home anymore. my comp is getting worse n worse.. super lag lor. dono wassup with my comp. hais.. play until i du lan, dots.. today went nowhere again. went pavilion. haha, but today was fun lah. actually want to watch show one but in the end no show for us to watch. ardd 7 went dota-ing with yewkai, wei n enliang. starting actually losing but in the end we won. haha. we won't lose lah, i use sniper leh. haha. before that played billiard with oj n after tt en liang and i forgot take money from en liang. haha. but nbrmind lah, treat it as i treat him play bahh.. haha. went tm pei enliang n jasmine. jasmine wanted to buy a jacket for enliang.. haha. so gud. den she bought one adidas jacket for him.. hmm, after that went up long john silver.. jasmine treat us eat lehh. so good. haha.. forgot to thank her though. after dota went kpool n slack lor.. very bored lah, noth to do one-.-. dono where to go tml. if there's nothing on, i think i'll just stay at home lah. do my hw, watch tv, or slp. haha. 1 more week to the march holidays.haha. can slack abit bah. looking forward to it. hang in there boy!! hahahaha. arghh, why i didn't dare to ask. such a simple thing-.-. im a failure man. okok, it's getting late, i think im going to bed alrd. haha. tml will b a better day=)

2006-02-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

had my common tests the past few days. don't think that i will get any good results. my chinese just passed. haha. and there's only 8 ppl who passed in my class lor. very gud alrd. just to comfort myself.. haha.. i'm looking forward to get my english paper. cos i noe i reali tried my best doing my paper. i hope tt my results would be what i expected. if not, i dono what i gonna do oso. life is getting bored now. got nowhere to go except for pavilion.. hais, last time still got go town walk walk, go everywhere. now nowhere alrd. everyime just stuck in pavilion play dota or billiard. so boring lor.. sometimes i don't even wanna go there.. just went there today. played billiard with xiaohei at first then with sanxiong. then ahpui n colin they all come alrd. so went to play dota with them. owning lor. last time pussy they all laugh at us say we noob.. now, we won them alrd. so what have u got to say huh? haha. everyone will improve one lor. so pls don mock at ppl ok. i'm so bored now!! arghh, got noth to do lor. don even feel like mapling or play dota. i think i'll just slpp lahh. schooling is better. at least it wont makes me bored.. haha.. when will we be meeting? hmm. haha. never mind. ok, end of blogging.

2006-02-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

ooh. finally come post liao, after soooo long. collected quite abit of ang baos. but can't spend it all. sad case.. it's alright laa, i'm gonna save up some money to accomplish my so called "targets". lol. friends ardd me shldd noe wat i'm talking abt bahhs. haha. only waiting for ah toh to go n "train up". hahaha. wonder how long he'll take. ah toh, faster go train lahh, dun b lazy. lol.. hmm, tt day went to the hospital to visit kai liang. he had a road accident. motobike buang. omg. when i went inside his ward i almost couldn recognize him.. his injuries were quite serious n i reli mean serious ok. this tell me car is always better than bike.. so better don get a bike for yourself.. he had to pay for the medical fees, repair fees, which costs him a bomb. i wonder how is he gonna manage it. someone so sway can.. during CNY buang.. haha.. jus finished my vb trag today. had a wonderful time.. haha. wed last match against chung cheng, wish me all the best man. we better win, or i'll regret. but lose oso bo bian la, it's not up for me to decide anyway, jus let nature takes it course.. tomorrow having trag again. kinda tired.. injuries all over.. my elbow, hand n my thighs, but i still have to train, for the last n most impt match.. todae went to the release of the o level, some ppl cried, bcos they got too good, but some jus cried cos they failed terribly, some ppl decide to remain calm.. i wonder how will i be feeling next year when i get my results.. i told myself to study hardd, real hard.. i dun wan to cry terribly bcos of my lousy results.. it sucks. but i dono i will study hard not, haha.. im sooo lazy ok. hais, try my best bahhs.. okok. blog till here, next time den come blog bahhs.. tml maybe go find limei.. sooo long nbr contact liao, haha.. cya=)

2006-01-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

just woke up. went to collin chalet ystd.. it was kinda fun.. esp during midnite, we were so mad. lol.. but something unhappy happened. don wish to elaborate any further.. his bdae cake was nice, haha. so many pple went. some are collin family, but midnite they wasn't there already. so only left us to play around. james was so funny, lol. drank some black label, the drink without some ice is like martell lor, very hot. haha. earlier tt dae, i went orchard with yew kai n ah toh.. bought a t shirt from a shop in far east, haha. not bad lah. ah toh bought a jeans for $190 dollars.. wow, so expensive. if i am the one buying it, i would feel the pinch. lol.. left my clothes at yvonne there. sian, later still have to go take, i'm so lazyyy. a few more days to chinese new year, haha. excited? no. jus looking forward to the celebration in school n oj's chalet. hope i'll enjoy myself. haha. not much thing to write liao. bb.

2006-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmm, long time nbbr come blog alreadi. lol.. in a week time, it's collin n ah pui bdae.. haha.. HAPPIE BDAE TO BOTH OF YOU!! woo.. collin 18 liao, ah pui 19 liao.. haha.. tis coming sat got chalet to go lohhs.. hope i'll enjoy myself dere.. hahaha.. todae went pavilion.. played billiard with en liang.. after tt played with san xiong.. haha, actually playing with shaoming oso but in the end i told him i go hobby first. haha. after tt went to see clothes lor.. see wat to buy.. kinda boring though. went with weijie n yew kai.. haha.. bought a t-shirt, cost $42!! omg, so expensive.. didnt realise it until i hand the t shirt over to the guy at the counter.. no money liao la. haha.. den played 2 rounds of billiard with wei jie, after tt went to eat. halfway through, collin,wr, xiaohei came too, jus finished their dota game, lol.. den cheng siang, en liang n rick oso come.. we decided to go up play dota.. and guess wat, we won.. heng heng ar.. collin help en liang play, or i think we'll lose.. haha. chinese new year coming liao, kinda sian but got angbaos.. haha.. but recently lost soccer. hais sad. nbrmind la, next time play play jiu hao, gambling cannot get u rice to eat. haha.. shaoming lost more than me lor. have to counsel him not to gamble so much liao although im not in the position to. school starting tml, have hw to do, not done yet, decided tml den go to sch n complete my work.. too lazy to complete it at home.. must change my habit or my o lvl will b in a mess in no time.. haha.. recently start msing. hated ms last time, but now dono why i started it myself. mayb is bcos of something, or someone bah. lol.. i'm so bo liao.. zZzZ.. chickenpie a nice name. hahaha..

2006-01-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

o.o skool gonna start soon liao.. in 1 more day time.. lol.. wonder wat will school b like in the new location in bedok.. looking forward to it..zzz.. ystd after vb went down to pavilion.. kai liang asked me to acc him to ah boy motorbike shop ardd bugis so i went with him lohhs.. lol.. take his bike halfway the sky start to drizzle.. omg..went under a hdb flat to wait lor.. until dere's no more rain.. but once we reached rowell road.. the rain was getting bigger n bigger.. den had to stop again.. waited for quite a long time b4 me n him walked to ah boy's shop.. hmm.. look ardd dere.. quite alot of things to see.. but wan to go off can't go off cos it's raining heavily.. the rain abit fuk up.. rain heavily, den drizzle, den rain heavily again.. den drizzle again.. wtf sia.. haha.. we went to eat at the market.. den we went back dere.. kai liang bought a windbreaker n some other things for MF.. lol.. after tt we waited for the rain to stop.. den we walked walked ardd dere saw alot of ah guas.. LOL.. didnt expect to see sia.. den we were very shocked.. haha.. we went off after tt but it was still drizzling.. after he went up to cte, shit.. the rain was getting heaviler.. den he was like running at 100km/h lor.. the rain shoot at me very pain sia.. haha.. den kai liang whole body was very very wet cos he's the rider.. lucky for me, my body not very wet.. hahaha.. sway la him.. went back pavilion, watched ah pui they all play dota... lol.. den ardd 7 went to tiong bahru meet yvonne liao.. his bro very cute sia.. haha.. but very mischievous.. accompanied her to buy her things.. den ah pui was playing with her bro all the way.. haha.. can't grow up one.. lol.. went dere a while den went to tamp again liao.. den at dere countdown lor.. sibei sian.. haha.. but alrite lah, quite alot of regulars.. after tt went back home n slpp lers.. think im getting sick soon.. very soon.. haha.. but nbrmind lahhs.. ai zai.. k lah, i blog till here liao.. next time den come blog bahhs..

2005-12-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

christmas is finally over but no worries, a new year is coming.. haha.. hmm.. tt dae ah pui, jason, tingting, nicholas n kai liang come over my hse here.. actually not so many ppl one, but in the end dunno why so many ppl.. lol.. ah pui come over fetch me to ubi dere.. cos kai liang wan to buy his bike n nicholas wanted to take his theory test.. hmm.. nicholas finally passed his theory test for the second time.. haha.. he complete the paper in 15 mins time sia.. abit sot.. den drove back to pavilion.. tt stupid shirley keep rushing me back to tamp cos her mp3 was wibb me.. lol.. hmm.. my christmas eve wasn't reli interesting.. want to go pub celebrate but in the end no one wants to go lehh.. zzz.. so bored.. stayed at pavilion.. saw her at pavilion going to kbox but didnt call her.. lol, hope she enjoyed herself.. wanted to go home at ard 11 but on my way to the bus stop saw tt stupid cass.. keep pulling me back to pavilion.. after much persuasion, i went back n played billiard wibb her.. lol.. hmm.. den on christmas.. slacked at home.. lol.. till ardd 2 plus kai liang den msg me.. offered to come n gimmi a ride sia.. he suddenly so hao si sia.. haha.. he drove his bike to my hse here n wait for me lohh.. MF's helmet reli small.. cant fit my head..omg.. lol.. my helmet size was large but her helmet was medium.. but mian qiang can squeeze in bahhs.. the ride was fun.. but kai liang not zai enuff lahh.. must train more.. haha.. but it was a hot dae.. so very hot lah, was sweating.. lol.. hmm.. now jus finished playing dota.. tml still got competition in the morning.. think i'm going to bed lerrs.. blog till here liao.. bb..

2005-12-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.. christmas is jus ard 3 daes away.. wow, time pass so fast.. lol.. hmm, todae was a fulfilling day.. woke up at 1 in the afternoon.. went out wibb mum first, visit my relatives.. den went to joo chiat dere baibai wibb my mum oso.. after tt went to bedok n hab our lunch.. saw mr tony tan.. lol, shocked sehh.. after tt went to tamp to find shirley to wait for her to release from work.. den went to orchard to meet mr toh. lol.. his hair colour fade liao sia, but still quite nice lah.. lol.. went far east to walk.. went passed candle but didnt saw xiuling.. wanted to sae hello.. lol.. we were finding a watch shop but in the end cannot find lehhs, disappointed.. den walked to heeren to walk walk lohh.. ah toh wanted to buy a t-shirt.. 1 for 20, 3 for 50 mahs.. den actually want to kap wib him one.. but i think i no money liao, so better dun buy.. lol.. intend to go to kembangan to eat the mee sua but in the end ended up in marina bay.. weeee.. we went to eat the steamboat dere.. wahaha, not bad not bad.. 15 only mahhs, eat until full full.. joke while eating.. den toh tell me abt his fren de thing.. interesting sia.. lol, den so funnie.. hahas.. after tt we went home ler lahhs.. tml hab to go to skool to do the vb thing.. cham arhhs.. zzz.. need to wake up so early.. guess tonite can't play dota till too late.. lol.. hehe, tml is king kong b'dae.. wooo, going chalet at nite.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE KING KONG!! hahas.. he's such an interesting guy.. christmas is coming.. going to pub n habb fun wibb my frens.. wow, looking forward to it.. but one thing is no money.. sad, but i think can lahhs, dun nid to worrie so much first since skool is starting soon.. yeahh, looking forward to study oso.. dunno why.. lol.. ok, blog till here lerrs.. next time den come blog bahhs..=)

2005-12-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

skool gonna start after 2 weeks time.. 2 months of holidaes passed so fast.. enjoyed myself quite alot during these holidaes.. especially dec.. lol.. hmm, tues went kbox wibb ah pui, orjiao n cass.. quite enjoyable.. hmm, but we didnt sing until so late.. ardd 11 we go lerrs.. ah pui drove us home.. lol, his car was quite comfortable.. woo.. den wed actually wanted to go skool for my vb thing but in the end ended in philson's place.. haha.. at his hse slacked and played ps2 wib weijie n yew kai.. until 7 den i go home.. played dota till ardd 12 like tt wibb yew kai they all.. den ah pui go pavilion fetch cass, orjiao n xiuling den come my house fetch me ardd 1.. we went to changi village see ah gua n slack lohh.. terry n ah ken oso got go but they drove their bike.. so on our way dere, the road was empty.. speeding time!! haha.. it was fun n funnie, hahas.. reached dere lers at the kopitiam slack lohhs.. after tt terry went to test-drive ah pui's car.. so they went away a while.. at dere talk talk.. after tt william came to find us.. sit dere slack till ardd 3 den we went home lerrs.. xiuling took terry's bike.. den on the way back, the road was empty.. it was speeding time again.. lol, two bikes n one car all drive very fast, but in the end ah pui's car won lah, hahas.. came to a traffic light.. stopped.. ah ken den look at us, then sped across the light liao.. ah pui not happie den he oso follow him.. hahas.. it was still red light.. so funnie.. had a great time wib them.. todae accompanied my mum to my grandma's hse.. after tt went to pavilion a while.. den went back home lerrs.. tml dunno go ware lehhs, so bored.. zzz.. blog next time bahhs..=)

2005-12-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

todae was shag.. ystd after my wedding dinner went to alvin's hse n stayed overnite.. slpt at 1, woke up at 4.. didnt reli slp at all.. cos suppose to wait fer a msg, but in the end no msg came.. hais, nbbrmind lah.. hmm.. after tt changed into my running shoes, the t-shirt and shorts.. preparing for the singapore marathon.. zhengwei drove us dere.. my bro drove alvin's car back home first n rest.. lol.. went dere, saw a lot of ppl.. most of them were reli fit.. lol.. started the race at abt 6.. ran for abt 20km my leg started to cramp terribly.. so i ask zhengwei to move first.. den i keep stretching my leg, damn painful.. my knee started to ache too.. lol.. hmm.. suppose to wait for zhengwei at his hse's voideck but i can't get dere.. so ran to bedok jetty.. omg, waited for him to come fetch me for a very long time.. luckily dere's a kind soul who lended me his hp so i can make my call.. lol.. den i waited for him to come fetch me lohh.. my leg was painful at tt time, but no choice, hab to bear wibb it.. he finally arrived at abt 10 mins time.. drove me back, waited for my bro to come back.. lol.. alvin was damn fit, ran 42km wibb the timing of 3hrs 52mins.. omg, wonder how he did it.. after the race they went to zhengwei hse play mahjong, so i went home lohhs, anyway i go his hse oso noth to do.. after bathing went to pavilion lohh.. played dota.. time passed very fast.. den king kong came.. played poker cards wibb him.. den hansel n ah zhun joined us.. lol, but ah zhun played halfway nbbr play liao due to some probs, lol.. den we carried on our game.. so bored.. shaoming helped me play my last round den followed him, cass n yew kai go pasa malam walk walk lohh.. after tt went back, chit chat wibb chun guang, king kong n yew kai.. chun guang damn funny sia.. make us luff all the way.. still helped us draw tailsman.. dunno for wat, hahas.. dots.. den went home after tt lerrs lah, dun wanna stay out too late.. kinda tired.. lol.. hais, i'm so fan!! arghhh, forget it lahhs.. let nature take its course.. do anything oso no use.. shit man.. blog till here lerrs.. tml think going kbox at nite wibb cass n alot ppl.. weee.. lol.. next time den blog bahhs..=)

2005-12-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

jus returned from running wibb my bro.. it was shag, run until my leg was kinda painful.. dunno how can i manage the run on sundae.. i'll b running 21km, my bro 21km too.. omg, hope i can do it, wibb determination. enjoyed myself during the 4 daes trip in bintan.. it is reli a slacker paradise.. all i do dere is reli to slack, slack n slack.. first dae dere was kinda boring though.. cos only got me, yew kai n my bro.. lol.. hmm, they gave us a buggy to ride on.. i volunteered to drive it.. wow, it wasn't easy but in the end i managed to drive it.. after a while my bro scared i buang den he drove.. dots.. at nite went to the oleh oleh market to hab our dinner.. their band dere was solid.. although their song was like thousands of years oso.. but i enjoyed it.. had some beer too.. hmm, second dae.. my bro's frens were here..immediately when they reached, the jumped into the pool n slacked.. after tt they played mahjong.. watched them play, watched the tv.. at nite we were lazy to go get food, so we decided to settle for some instant noodles n chips which they bought.. hmm, that was the second dae.. third dae was fun.. went to eat breakfast wibb them.. go shop.. den went back chalet, we jumped into the pool n slack.. all of us.. they were reli funnie.. played some songs to listen too.. while slacking, thought of some memories tt i had left.. looked at the sea, memories just flashed back, but.. it's jus memories, wat can i do.. trying to comfort myself at tt time.. hmm,went to the seaside n habb dinner wibb them.. ate quite alot.. den my bro let me played mahjong.. won abit for him, lost abit for him too.. but quite alright lah, my bro won overall.. thanks to me? dun think so.. hmm, after tt they prepared supper.. fries, luncheon meat n popcorn chicken!! it was nice.. i had some beer too.. satisfying.. hmm.. before going to slpp, thought of alot of things again.. but soon, i fell aslpp.. dreamt of alot of things.. lol.. weird.. the last dae was.. omg, woke up early in the morning to check out.. went to the terminal, told us there was no more spaces in the ship.. at then was 9pm.. the next ship was 2.30pm!! we had to wait for 5 hrs.. omg.. went back to niwarna garden, which was the place where the chalet is located.. we slppt some chairs dere.. which was in front of the sea.. it was reli cooling.. after tt went to hab lunch, den went to take the boat alreadi.. went back singapore.. went to DFS, asked my bro to buy some wine back.. den took cab home.. at home slack a while den go jogging.. hmm, jogged to pasir ris park from my house, den back.. it was reli reli tired.. after running went to do some pull-ups thanks to my bro.. shag.. guess i blog until here lers bahh.. next time den come blog.

2005-11-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

this shld b the last dae i'll b posting for now.. going overseas tml lerrs.. now waiting for them to play finish den can join them.. so bored, so decide to come n blog again.. todae went pav.. early in the morning ah pui call me liao, lol.. in the end he pei guorong go eat.. dots.. when i reach pav dere only got cheng, kewang n shaoming.. lol.. at dere do noth lohhs.. tok tok wibb them.. wait until ah pui n guorong come.. at dere tok tok lohhs.. went eating wibb kai liang, shaoming, cass n jingjing in the late afternoon.. pang seh ah wei alone dere working sia.. he so poor thing lohhs.. lol.. a while den go back lerrs lahh.. hmm, den kai liang mood was very very low.. at that moment he was very quiet lohh.. scary sia.. hmm.. after tt king kong came up.. he funnie sia, great minds think alike.. hahaha.. den he told me abt a lot of things abt buddhism.. den i at dere listen lohh.. interesting sehh.. lol.. den cass pull me go tm walk walk pei her see fone.. dorts.. after tt go home lerrs lohh.. they still playing game sia.. zzz.. waiting for orjiao to get home liao, den can play dota.. wahaha.. so dots.. k lahhs, noth much to write lerrs.. think i write until here..=)

2005-11-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

came to blog again.. noth to do lehhs, jus finished playing wc3.. so funnie.. we went to play the map called everquest. so fun playing wibb them.. we won at last, wahhs, not easy to play sia.. but bo bian lahhs, our teamwork was great.. lol.. hmm, later dotaing wib them again.. november 7 going to eat wib shaoming they all.. great.. hope i'll enjoy myself.. this mondae going over to bintan fer three daes lerrs, hope i dun get bored dere.. my bdae wish didnt come true in the end.. so sad, bdae wishh won't necessary come true, sad.. hmm, dun wanna think abt it liao.. tml dunno wan go ware.. hmm, meeting ah pui at pavilion early afternoon, but dunno ware to go, lol.. so stupid.. zzz.. blog next time bahhs, noth much to sae liao.. i think a few more daes den come blog bahhs..=)

2005-11-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

hmm.. quite a long time nbr come blog lerrs.. recently did noth much except fer going out wibb frens.. hais, recently i'm so unlucky.. lost my hp, lost u. hmm, todae went to skool in the morning fer chem, was damn tired.. ystd nite at home play dota n watch dvd until very late. my eyes were swollen, fer no reason.. dots.. after tt, at hm slpp a while, den went to find cassandra at pavilion.. played billiard wib cheng, won him one round, lost him one round too.. den talk wibb cassan lohhs.. did noth much actually.. dec must stay at home n study liao, sian sia.. but bo bian, habb to study n revise my sec 3 work bahhs.. another week or so i think she's going overseas lerrs.. time passed so fast.. now at home playing dota wibb them.. play until midnite.. lol.. so sian lohhs.. a week more i hab to go to Bintan fer three daes wibb my bro.. dots.. tml hmm.. gonna make my ic lerrs.. after tt dunno ware i shld go.. these few daes didnt reli slpp.. got eye bag lerrs.. my complexion so dark n yet cass can still see.. but nbrrmind lah, it doesn reli matter anyway.. i cannot let go even though i ask myself to.. hais..such a failure.. everything dunno how to treasure.. i think i stop here lers lah, dunno wat i shld write oso.. my eyes kinda painful.. blog next time.

2005-11-17T04:50:00.000+08:00

jus came back from skool.. was kinda bored in skool ystd, tiring too.. ystd slpt late.. late fer skool todae but i tink it doesn't reli matter anyway.. ystd afternoon came out n meet yew kai, gary and yusen.. went walk walk wibb them. wibb shirley too.. helped yew kai picked his bdae present for someone.. saw her at tm, i walked away.. went back pavilion, shaoming ask me whether wan go singapore poly to support hui lian not.. i noth to do anyway so i went wibb him lohhs.. went home take a bath.. den shaoming take cab come my house here fetch me den we went over lerrs.. we were late, no more space left.. so we had to sit on the stairs.. but it's alright lahhs.. hmm, the pagen last fer a while only.. den we went to jurong point eat.. he treat me eat.. thnx.. hmm, after tt called cass, ask her wan eat mah, but she at home slpping.. den we go bedok find her lohhs.. slacked wibb them at bedok fer a while.. bought some beers n drink.. talk talk wibb them.. find it enjoyable.. saw one big cat bullying the smaller cat, cass went to chase the big cat away.. the small cat is reli cute.. it came over to us den sit wibb us.. dots.. planned on nov 6 wan go 85 eat wibb them.. hope tis dae come soon.. hmm.. later habing tuition.. sian.. dono ware to go b4 tt.. think go pavilion talk talk wibb ah wei bahhs.. blog till here liao..

2005-11-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

backk to post lerrs... hmm, time passed so fast lehh.. tml is my bdae lerrs.. but very sian lehhs, oso no ware to go de.. boredd.. mayb at nite go shaoming hse drink or wat lohh.. dunno why feeling so sian lehhs.. dorts.. hmm, she's sick, until veri jia lat lehhs.. hmm, hope she get well real soon can lerrs.. recently kinda siao abt dota.. hahas.. most of the time go play dota wibb frens.. yew kai, cheng siang, ah toh, lionel all of them.. so fun playing together wibb them.. the feeling of winning is gud but the feeling of losing is very sian one.. but overall, it's a nice game.. lionel was so strong man, teaming wibb him very fun.. hahas.. jun liang just started, but alright lah, at least he kinda gud at it.. can b improved.. guess he'll b great in no time.. hahas.. hmm.. yew kai lehhs, he not bad lahh, almost same same as me.. only i think i abit better at using some hero.. hahas.. cheng siang.. only noe how to use night stalker.. dots.. hahas.. wenhao nort bad lahh.. guess he's better than me.. philson.. think he's the poorest among us all, but he got the brains.. lol.. todae went playing wibb all of them.. hahas.. me, toh and lionel owns them all man, but all thanks to lionel.. he's damn gud at dota.. hahas.. okok, enough of dota lerrs.. stil thinking of ware to go.. cass jus called me sae she's going zouk tml.. omgg, ask her bring me in she oso gek gao.. gud loh, got ppl drive her dere.. i gu ling ling yi ge ren.. dots.. think go out walk walk suan lerrs lah, simple simple abit oso nort bad actually.. lol.. k lahhs, blog till here liao.. get well soon ok.. den can eat choc liao.. lol..

2005-11-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

so long nbbr come online lerrs.. hmm.. recently keep going out wibb frens.. still hab to go to skool for three weeks cos i failed my english.. omg.. very sian lohhs, actually dun plan going de but bo bian, if nbbr go de hua cannot promote lehhs.. sad case.. todae ishh the first dae, and it doesn't start guud.. woke up at 6.30, went to bathe n prepare.. went to gina hse dere n wait for her lohh, she going wild wild wet wibb anna they all mahhs.. hahas.. reached her hse dere ard 7.30 lehhs.. den i realise tt i'm so early.. lol.. ok, den i called her at 7.45 to wake her up.. but at last she went back to slpp.. dorts.. hmm, wait until 8.30 like tt den she came down.. hahas.. after tt acc her go jasmine hse lohh.. take the form from her and jasmine den go to skool lerrs.. in the end i was late a little, jus a little.. lol.. when i reached, my mum called me lehhs.. den i shld pick up mahhs.. so i pick up lohhs.. den ms lim see i use the fone.. seh.. con my fone lehhs.. wah lao.. nbbrmind lahhs, oso bo bian.. stay in skool until ardd 12.30 den go lerrs.. afternn came out play dota wibb yew kai, lionel n en liang.. lionel's hair style sia.. half gold half black.. hahas.. so funnie.. i teamed wibb lionel n owned yew kai n en liang.. so shiok.. seems like im improving.. hahas.. but thnx to lionel lahhs.. after tt yew kai went back to skool.. i played billiard wibb kwang nam, den went to meet her again lerrs.. hahas, jus finished her wild wild wet trip.. acc them go eat den acc her home lerrs.. seems like todae is tiring for her.. lol.. but fun lahhs.. tml dun nid go skool lehhs.. hahas.. so shiok.. can slp until song song liao.. wahaha.. well.. i now got three words for myself n her.. till the end. muacks.. hmm, blog until here, next week den come blog bahhs, lol.. bye..

2005-10-25T14:53:00.000+08:00

these few daes so bored.. hais, nbbr go skool oso noware to go de, so dots.. dunno why recently no mood to do things de lehhs.. sat went queensway wib my team to change jersey cos too small, so dots.. den go bedok play comp, cos very long nbbr go play lerrs, lol.. sundae i go pavilion find cass, den acc her n tt haagen back to orjiao house, cos haagen going back his house ma, after tt we went tm walk walk buy things to eat lohhs.. bought some bee hoon den go pav eat, lol.. so bored.. hmm, todae went kbox in the morning.. actually i forgotten all abt it den heng heng cass in the morning message me den i woke up.. lol.. met cass, orjiao n kailiang at 11, go kbox for their klunch lohhs.. in the end got one jugg of coke, fries and nuggets for free.. lol.. so shiok, got free drinks lehh, hahas.. was suppose to sing till 2 den must go lerrs but at last think we sang until 3.30.. forgotten all abt my training but in the end yew kai called me den i rmb.. went home change clothes den go training lerrs lohh.. after trag went 100+ dere slack.. ate cup noodles, so nice.. den drink bubble tea.. dun think tml going skool bahhs.. slpp at home den at 2 go interview lerrs.. why life is so meaningless.. hais.. moodless lahhs, haisyo.. hope she enjoyed herself todae bahhs, so long nbr go out wibb her fren lers.. didnt get to meet her these daes.. den tml i oso nbbr go skool.. suan lerrs lahh, take things easy man, lol.. blog until here liao..bye..

2005-10-19T13:48:00.000+08:00

these few daes nbbr come online.. either is not at home or bro using comp, lol.. tml hab to go skoo lerrs, so sian.. hmm.. my vb trag resumed on sat.. after vb went pavilion, wan to meet kai liang go chalet.. hahas.. me and yew kai at dere very long sia.. cao cao got 12 hrs arhhs.. so sian.. at nite went down to pavilion downstairs slack wibb orjiao, cass, yew kai n xiao hui.. but after tt her hubby come lerrs den she went to eat liao..lol.. de ardd 2plus in the morning we go to chalet, hahas.. bought some beer dere to drink.. den go dere got some kind souls gave us satay, brani, curry to eat.. hahas, so nice.. den at dere slack slack all the way till morning lohhs.. quite fun though.. hmm, after tt went home n change clothes den come out again.. early in the morning we went kbox.. hahas.. went for the k lunch.. until 2 something lehhs.. den go eat den go back home slpp all the way until mondae liao.. hahas.. went pav again on mondae.. go play billiard n slack.. until ardd 11 den go back home lerrs.. at nite tok on fone wibb her.. sort out our things.. but.. haiis, still remained the same.. talk until ardd 3.. den can't fall aslp.. ardd 4 plus den went to slpp.. slp till 1 plus woke up.. actually wan go town wibb yew kai but in the end he dua me.. forget it.. pei shaoming go pay his fine at axs.. but in the end he hab to go court n pay.. seh1/2.. poor thing lehh he.. took cab dere.. lol.. den i go find weijie dey all lerrs.. slack slack wibb them till 9 something den decide to come back lerrs.. noth to do oso.. tml hab skool mahh, mus b guai guai lohhs.. haiish.. how could we b together wibb out any probs? i reli wiish tt everything didnt happen.. everytime i think abt tt, haiis.. reli lost inside me.. wat the heck is happening..? try to make myself happi everytime.. but who knows how i reli feel.. nbbrmind lahh, think i shld keep all to myself suan lerrs.. blog until here lerrs.. bye..=)

2005-10-15T14:48:00.000+08:00

haiis.. why r we like tt now? why is tis happening.. i reli dunno.. how i wishh this would reli end soon, real soon.. omgg, haiis.. just returned from home.. kinda tired.. actually dun intend to come back home but can't, so nbbrmind lahhs.. tml habbing training lerrs.. hmm, played billiard wibb shaoming n ah bui.. played wibb cassan too.. haiis, wasn't reli in the mood to play though.. things habb changed so muchh.. went tm and cs wibb cassan and walk walk hoping tt i can see her, but in the end didn't.. we went down tm buy some things back to pav n eat.. she bought something for orjiao to eat oso, although he working.. so sweet of her.. lol.. at pav crap crap wibb ah bui and kai liang they all.. haiis, so bored oso.. actually waiting for kai liang to finish working den i can go relax wibb him, but not todae bahhs.. mayb tml.. sian lehhs.. haiis, whyy is it happening? sian arhhs.. mayb all this shldnt have started, but since it has started, it shld b ended too.. hope this ending will b a happy ending.. does ur life includes me? im feeling so low n0w.. nbbrmind lahhs, i go n slpp lerrs. bye.

2005-10-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wed and thurs dun nid to go skool.. wahaha, cos i dun habb paper mahhs.. so cool.. lol.. mondae after my paper i go meet her awhile, den go home n change den go pavilion lerrs.. in the evening hab to go fer a maths tuition.. went upp pav no one was dere, den a while the ah bui come up liao.. den i play billiard wibb him.. hahas, he fang wo 20 points lehhs.. in the end he regretted he fang wo cos he keep jia zui den i keep scoring.. lol.. den he pay fer the table.. hahas.. kinda guilty thou.. after tt played pool wibb him.. den wah lao, dui sehh.. black ball i hit into the wrong pocket, den let him won.. i pay.. sehh.. nbbrmind.. den he go out wibb his gan mei lerrs.. but nbbrmind lahhs, kai liang and cass come pav lers.. went slackk wibb them a while den go meet edwin fer tuition lerrs lohhs.. hahas.. tues not much oso lahhs.. go home, slack a while, den go and meet her lers, after tt oso go up pav.. hahas.. play billiard wibb en liang, den later on wibb cass, den i go buy kfc go up pav eat lerrs.. dots rite.. lol.. after eating den go home le lohhs, noth muchh oso.. den todae oso not much lahhs.. woke up at 6, dunno why.. sian, den go back slpp until 8 plus woke up again.. den i decide not to slp liao.. actually wanted to meet her but in the end didnt get to.. nbbrmind lahhs.. after tt, bro ask me to go bugis wibb him.. walk walk n see stuffs lorrs.. after tt go meet cheng at pav liao.. cass was working.. den cheng haben reach mahhs, den i at dere slack wibb cass lohhs.. she tell me abt she n hamster de thing, hahas.. see her reactions kinda funni though.. lol.. after tt played billiard wibb en liang, den not much lers lahh.. kai liang come den we go eat lohhs.. after tt he habb to work lerrs.. den cass fang gong le mahhs.. played billiard wibb her.. so funnie, hahas.. in the end she paid for it cos i noe her secret.. bo tai bo ji got $20.. wahaha.. so shiok lehhs.. went home soon after tt.. haiis, tml oso dun noe ware to go.. exams n after exams oso lyk tt.. dunno lahhs, thought we would b closer after exams.. but it's jus a thinking of my part anyway.. ok lah, enuff of it lerrs.. next time den come blog bahhs.

2005-10-10T08:16:00.000+08:00

exams finally was half over lerrs.. hmm, long time didnt come online lerrs.. fri had my tuition, after tt went to slackk wibb edwin they all a while den go home liao.. lol.. hmm, sat at home so bored.. jio limei they all go chiong, but all sae see first, hahas.. dots.. hmm, after tt went to meet her at tm, walk walk a while, went upp to pav slack a while den i acc her go esplanade find her frens liao.. after tt went to city hall meet biqi and ah tohh.. went raffles city eat, den go bugis walk walk lohhs.. den they wan go limei house eat steamboat lerrs.. actually i'm not going but she haben wan go home ma, den i oso noware to go den i went wibb them lerrs.. hmm, not many ppl dere though.. i didnt eat alot, not reli hungry.. den discovered tt my fone had something wrong, but too late lers lahhs.. haiis.. actually wan go clementi dere de arcade play de but limei they all ask me go back, so i went back lohhs.. went back a while lerrs den we go biqi house wait for her to change.. after tt we went to the quek quek de pub slackk.. kinda disappointed at first but in the end quite ok lahhs.. hahas, intending to go momo but cannot lehhs.. somemore a lot pple, hahas.. too bad it's a rnb club, no techno.. or it'll b perfect man.. slack until 3 plus den took cab back to ah toh house liao.. ate n slpp lerrs.. quite enjoyable.. lol.. next fri dunno wan go ware lehhs, wahha.. todae no ware to go, she went out lers, hope she enjoyed herself.. lol.. staying at home the whole dae.. guai bahhs.. lol.. some childish ass come tagg my board.. haiis.. bo bian, i oso cannot control mahh, wat he wan tu write den write lohh, name oso dun wan put.. kum pua.. lol.. blog till here liao.. bye..=)

2005-09-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tml my english paper is starting lerrs.. kinda worried.. i dunno i will pass my english or not.. i hope i can, lols.. hmm, these few daes must study hardd lerrs.. exams finish den can relax mahhs, or else results come back, if not guud den jia lat.. hmm.. ystd went fer tuition, but b4 tuition went up pav a while lorrs.. den after tuition went home straight lerrs.. todae after my chem remidial went to pass her her books.. lol, den after tt went to find yew kai they all lohhs, went eat my dinner den go temple bai bai wibb my mum, lols... after tt came back study lerrs.. still worried abt my english, but i guess it will b jus alrite lahs.. hmm, must hab some confidence in myself, lol.. k lahh, post till here lerrs.. mayb after exams den come post again bahhs..=)

2005-09-28T07:08:00.000+08:00

exams r so near lerrs, haben reli start my revision thou.. haish, got something tt i wan tu tell my family but i dunno wan to sae or not cos i might regret my decisions lehhs.. think continue my studies bahhs.. sian.. hmm, mondae went or jiao house see dog den see him play dota.. lol.. den after a while went to meet her lerrs.. after tt went bac to pavilion find kai liang.. he finally got himself a job lerrs.. lol.. after tt cass, orjiao, ah tohh, en liang and yew kai come liao.. but ah tohh come a while den go pasir ris park find his cousin lerrs.. den we at dere play billiard lor, dere was no pple ystd so we didn on the tablelights.. lols.. play play until 10 something lyk tt den go home le lorrs.. den i was on the fone till ardd 12 something bahhs.. den todae not muchh thing oso lahhs.. after skool cheng told me smth den i went home lerrs.. later mayb acc my mum go see physican bahhs.. or mayb going to pavilion lorrs.. miss u so muchh. can we reli b together wibb out anyy troubles or problems? hmm.. post until here le bahhs.. next time den come post lorrs..

tired..

2005-09-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

todae was supposed to study at home de but in the end i went out, lols.. acc cheng go sell fone in the afternn first.. den after tt went up to pav.. kinda boring though cos dere is no ppl dere.. lol.. after tt went tuu bedok play number ball lorrs.. kinda fun though, hahas.. play halfway den i feel very hungry, den realised haben eat anything for the whole dae since i woke upp, only drank some green bean soup.. but nbbrmind lahhs.. hmm, after play number ball lerrs cheng habb to go n work lerrs.. n en liang still at bedok playing billiard.. den i went bac tamp, called kai liang.. told me he at cs, hahas.. in the end met him up at pav.. den decided to go cs play the machine tt can win handfone de.. dots lor, kai liang changed $33 to play in the end nbbr win anything.. i only changed $4 dollars only, lols.. gave up playing lerrs accompany kai liang go find job, went to fila ask only.. he very funni lehhs, lols, wan work dun wan work lyk tt.. den en liang come meet me. i went tamp mall to eat long john den decide go back pav lorrs.. went back dere jing jing allow us play free de billiard c0s no pple mahhs.. hahas, so fun.. kai liang do the trickshot very nice lorrs.. play halfway got ppl wan table lerrs so hab to give up our table to them.. hmm.. kinda fun lahhs.. den after tt at pavilion slack lorrs.. listen songg, think of things n waiting for that moron cass to come.. took so long.. in the end she came lerrs.. hmm.. brought her puppy up oso.. den i play wibb her puppy lor.. so cute, hahas.. took a foto wibb the puppy.. den see ah pui and kai liang play billiard.. the ah pui very funnie sia, sae he is jimmy white den kai liang is jimmy black cos he was wearing a black shirt.. hahas.. but in the end ah pui oso lost to him.. dots.. kai liang reli guud at billiard, lols.. talked wibb cass outside the billiard center, told her abt my troubles den she oso tell me abtt herrs.. had a nice short talk wibb her, lols.. the dog reli cute lohhs.. how i wish i can own one dog like hers.. a puppy of golden retriever.. den went home after tt lerrs.. hmm, think shldd b studying at home tml.. haiish, actually wanna meet todae but too bad lahhs, cant get to meet, next time lahhs.. lols.. blog until here lerrs..

study.

2005-09-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

was kinda tired when i woke upp in the morning.. but no choice, had to go fer skool as promised. lols.. haiish, so sian lehhs in skool.. at first was chem test, think i flunked it.. hmm, gonna work hardd for my eoy exams lerrs, or i die alreadi.. okie.. yupp, skool was alright todae.. yupp, except ferr some lessons tt were reli boring tt i fell aslpp,dots.. after skool went outta skool and went back home immediately.. went tuu pav de kfc and do my tuition homework.. do a while den sian liao, but managed to complete most of the work lahhs, lols.. den wan to go 505 eat but den in the end ended up in s11 cos ah tohh sae 505 veri hot.. in the end i eat only, yew kai and ah toh watch me eat.. after tt went ferr tuition.. sitted at the voideck waiting for edwin.. in the end he dua us go up to tuition first.. sehh, we were cheated by him, lols. tuition was long, started revision for my eoy exams.. lol.. after tuition actually wan go chalet but too late lerrs so decide not to go better.. went tu the foodcourt eat liao den went back home.. hmm, tml after skool peiing yew kai go lavender make his identity card.. dots.. kinda far but nbbrmind lahhs, i oso wan go see see.. starting to miss those times when i was at pasir ris park strolling down the road wibb u.. the night was so peaceful tt dae.. lols.. but it's over le lahhs.. seems lyk things wun b lyk last time lyk tt liao.. haiish.. wan can i reli do now...

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2005-09-19T14:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. now noth to do so come post something.. haiish, many things habb change.. alot i guess.. me wasn't used to b me. couldn reli slpp tt nite, so dots rite.. keep rolling on my bed until 3 plus den slpp.. den woke up in the morning at 8.. dunno why eyes kinda pain, cannot open big, dots.. went to skool fer my chem remidial, from 9-12.. forgot to bring everything. only brought myself there.. tt was saturdae. after remidial went home n study chem again. after tt cheng called me. ask me go pav, so i went. went there, did noth, listen to songs, wait fer cass to come.. played a round of billiard wibb cheng, we played kinda long thou.. after tt cheng had to go fer work, so i went playing billiard wibb cass. she improved, alot. we were there shifting the balls to our own likings den luff luff luff. dots rite.. in the end no one won. after tt ask kai liang teach me play billiard he everytime dun wan.. sian.. den i went tu the counter wibb cass, den she was carrying a baby, so i help her took a foto of the two of them.. the baby was cute.. so chubby, resemble his dad.. den went fer dinner wibb orjiao, kai liang and cass to long john at cs.. tt was my saturdae.. going out wibb them is fun, reli envious cass or orjiao, althou cass told me they two were not guud.. but i think she only comforting me. dots.. on sundae, woke up watch cartoon.. den went studying.. went out ardd 6 to pav again.. cass wasn't dere, she got chalet. hmm, den went up pav saw kai liang they all.. played pool wibb yew kai.. after tt go tm walk a while den go back pav play billiard.. ask kai liang teach me, he sae dun wan again. dots.. hmm, after tt went home lerrs.. haiish.. izzit reli time to sae guudbye, or it's a brk to begin a new chapter? i reli dunno.. haiish.. wat shldd it b? i dunno how to change myself, my thinking. mayb tt's the way i am. post until here le bahhs.. next time den come post..

siians..

2005-09-16T13:03:00.000+08:00

so so long nbbr come blog lerrs.. finally blogging todae.. hmm, recently did noth much oso actually.. let's talk abt mondae.. well, this mondae i got chem remidial.. after tt went walk walk wibb adam, tohh and yew kai den go home lerrs.. quite fun lahhs.. den tues biqi had leave.. den she ask me acc her go k box den we go lohhs.. wibb cheng.. at first go pav, saw cass dere.. den we go 505 eat first den go k box.. but cass nbbr go cos orjiao dun allow her go again as she sae she no money.. den me cheng n biqi go only lohhs.. sing half way ah toh and yew kai came find us.. den i go bring them in.. they jus lyk tt walk into our room.. lols.. reli enjoyed myself for tt few hours.. hmm, after k box acc biqi go shopping den go back home liao.. hmm.. wednes went tuition.. not much lahhs.. ehh, actually i dun wan go to back home straight after skool de, but haiis, nbbrmind lahhs, dun sae lerrs.. hmm, after tuition went pav, saw cass.. den she act act dunno me.. wahhs, dui arhhs.. lols..so dots de.. den played billiard wibb yew kai and or jiao and cass.. but in the end xiuling go pav liao, cass had to go chat wibb her.. den left me, yew kai and orjiao play.. we played damn long lorrs.. but in the end oso play free de.. cos we didnt switch on the tablelights.. play until 11 plus den go back home liao.. hmm, todae went archery lohhs.. quite fun shooting the arrows, but i very lousy, dots.. den halfway me, nicholas and edwin run away from the course liao.. hahas.. after tt went coffeebean slack wibb yew kai, cass, orjiao and kai liang lohhs.. den we at dere crap here crap dere.. lols.. sae wat when wan go play golf, drink red wine.. dots.. after tt went home together wibb yew kai lerrs lohh.. tt's all abt it bahhs.. got time den come post lohhs.. bye..=)

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2005-08-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

10 daes nbbr come blog lerrs.. sian arhhs.. so muchh things happen in these 10 daes.. haiis, dun wish to talk abt it anymore. jus wan to forget all my troubles and everything tt's unhappi.. rott at home todae until 5 when me and ah toh decided to go town walk walk.. met up wib him went to orchard and walk walk.. we toked abt lots of things along our way.. went to wisma at first, den to far east, after tt went heeren.. den decided to go eat at meridian but at last we ate at plaza sing.. actually wanted to go raffles place but we walk walk end up walking to raffles city.. dots.. at dere i acc jun liang buy toy for his sis.. he so xi xing and choose the toy for his sis.. can see tt he teng his sis alot.. after tt went home lerrs.. walked passed the north parkk and i suddenly thought of the times when i was playing my lightsticks dere. so fun. but it wun happen again. haiis. came back home mum smiling at me telling me tt she didnt expect me to come home so early.. dots.. ystd went pav play pool.. cass quit her job at pav lerrs.. so sadd.. but i still manage to play my pool, lols.. wahs, tml skool start again lerrs.. sian arhhs.. hais.. i think i blog until here liao. some other dae den come blog again.

stressed [out]

2005-08-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

starting to worry abt my future n0w, and i'm reli worried.. went tuu skool todae, meet upp wib dear n go takk her books, den when bell ring liao went down to line up, didnt expect tt mr ow ask all of us to go upp again c0s there is drizzling.. was stressed out during my chem lesson. i dun understand a single thing the teacher says. i'm too far behind the class.. haiis, wat shldd i do? reli worried for myself n0w, h0pe it isn't too late at all.. after skool helped dear tuu put back her books den went tu canteen to habb a dessert cos it's reli hot.. after tt i went home lerrs cos i'm having tuition wibb my bro. wanted to go walk walk wibb her but can't. haiis. did a compo and some maths fer tuition.. and during tt period of time i was thinking what am i gonna do abt my studies..? maths questions overcame my mind, didnt reli noe how to do those questions.. dots. after tt went fer tuition. it was fine. understood mostly. ok. after tt went tu eat wibb them den go back home lerrs.. tml gonna b a brand new dae. lols, nonsense lahh miie.. think i post until here lerrs.. tak kare worrs.. byebye.. hao xiang nii..=)

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2005-08-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

todae woke upp late ferr skool.. so dots.. but luckily i wasn't late, i was punctual.. todae de lesson was quite slack except for some lessons which i reli paid attention and studied.. after skool i met her outside her classroom helpp her do smthh den go off liao.. went tuu tm and walk walk lohhs.. den after tt anna and jasmine gonna go home den we went tuu north park find joanne, pai gu and their frens.. we at the north park dere slack slack a while den went tuu 445 buy things to eat.. i didnt eat muchh though, den we at dere talk talk den after tt dey sae dey wan go pai guu hse den go lohhs.. his fridge iish full of vitagen sehhs, the whole fridge.. can u imagine it..? den ardd 6 smth dey niid tuu go home liao den i acc them wait for cab lohhs.. after tt, went home den go jia dou liao.. at 461.. bored sehhs.. saw ah xiong and his family there only nbbr see ya lun.. the jia dou until 11 plus.. tired lehhs.. ate alot, so dots.. den juus come home, did my history workk, den come post lerrs.. haiis, h0w shldd i ask lehhs? everytime dun habb the courage to ask, dots.. nbbrmind lahhs.. wait a while more bahhs..wo zhen de hao ai nii.. words cant describe it.. hmm, think i write until here can lers bahhs.. gonna go slpp lerrs.. takkare n byye..

haiishh..

2005-08-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

dunno wat i shldd do n0w.. guess i'm reli hopeless lerrs.. thinking of wat i did and wat i thought, i reli regretted it.. but n0w it's juus too late fer everything.. mayb time fer some reflections on myself lahhs.. i'll juus b waiting n waiting until e dae when ur ready..
nothh muuch happened todae.. woke up in the morning.. was moodless to do anything even bathing.. went tuu wash up my face den watch tv.. came online, did noth, went tu take a nap.. she came online, sent her a songg afterwards.. didnt noe wat to talk abt, so didnt talk.. didnt want to stay at home, juus wan tu go out, anyware will do.. went out ardd 6 tuu pav.. played a few rounds of billiard.. not reli fun.. helped orjiao to do smth.. and i can see tt he reli cares for cass.. how will i b lyk him.. sometimes i reli admire him.. how i wiish i could b lyk him.. watched pple play billiard.. wanted to talk to kai liang( not east spring de) but he dunno run until ware liao.. so nbbrmindd.. went home afterwards..
tml nort going tu skool fer alot of reasons.. decided to stay at home n slpp.. how i wiish i can forget every trouble i habb juus by slpping.. tml mayb going town wibb ah tohh they all.. or mayb go meet orjiao go dunno ware cut my hair.. tml den see bahhs.. tml iish weijie b'dae.. dun wanna go dere and spoil their mood by giving a fucking face.. so mayb im not going.. happi bdae weijie..
i'll juus b waiting fer uu tu b ready bahhs.. how guud if i can return to the past.. but it's not possible lah huh.. mayb it's the end of the story, but i reli wiish it's jus the end of the chapter.. think i blog until here can lerrs ba.. h0pe tt she'll b juus happi and cheerful as b4.

tired..

2005-08-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

suchh a long time since i've posted.. hmm.. todae was a tiring dae. in the morning went ferr my vb training.. went late, was forced to runn 10 round ardd the field within dunno how many mins.. dots.. nort reli tiredd but hot though.. go up the hall thot can rest the idiot ping nam still make me us do pt.. his pt kinda xiong.. alot pple gibb attiude den in the end tio kan by coachh.. dots.. den training was so sian.. only played one meaningful match and two meaningless matches.. after tragg went tuu eat lohhs.. at s11.. ate alot.. den haiis.. nbbr mindd lahhs, recieve tt msg den kinda shagg, oso dunno why. forget it. until now oso lyk tt.. think im too sensitive liao.. but wat to do. dun talk abt tt liao.. went home, went queensway to get my vb shoes but in the end tues den go back buy cos no stock.. dots.. den went bac to tamp.. decided to go pav. went upp, saw orjiao.. he everytime at dere alone one.. dots.. den talk talk to him a while den went tuu play pool lerrs.. play for quite some time though.. try tu forget tt msg in the end oso recall.. den sian 1/2 liao.. play until 8 plus lyk tt went to eat lohhs.. den dun feel lyk going home yet, wanna go cut hair but all salon oso close liao.. dots.. tml den cut bahhs.. orjiao got lobang, lols.. his hair style sia, he oso go dere cut one.. cheapp and guud.. cheng come meet us den we went up pav again, but i a while go liao cos dun feel lyk staying dere.. ps cheng alone dere wait for orjiao play billiard wibb him, lols.. think now he still dere lohhs.. think i'll b alrite after a guudnite slpp bahhs.. wat has happened i oso dunno lahh.. i think blogg until here liao. bye.

dotts..

2005-07-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

wahhs, so long nbbr come blog liao.. lol, no time siia, and oso can sae lazy bahhs.. recently habb to attend my grandpa de song ka, got no time to blog.. tml and sundae will b the last two daes lerrs anyway.. everytime come home oso late liao.. todae ii didnt go vb training cos of the song ka lohhs.. hmm, actually wanted to go chalet wibb weijie and cheng but in the end my parents ask mi dun go cos they sae go song ka liao cannot go bdae one.. dots rite.. den cannot go chalet liao lohh.. nbbr mind lahhs.. todae alot pple came.. but i do noth.. lol, juus sit there talk talk wibb relatives lohh.. actually iish hear them talk lahhs.. lol.. tml gonna wake up early and go fer vb training lerrs.. so long nbbr touch vb liao.. hahas.. miss it man.. nowadaes so bored lehhs, not muuch thing to do de.. except for going to tt song ka lohhs.. time passes so fast.. wan tuu national dae liao.. lol..tt means exams oso kinda near liao.. haiis.. sian arhh.. haiiyo.. dearr sick fer so many daes lerrs habben okie lehhs.. dots.. it has been almost a week alreadi.. and i see it's getting worse.. zhe me ban? dots lahhs.. haiis.. when iish she ever gonna get well sia.. juus pray tt she will reli get well reli reli soon.. recently bro is overseas.. wonder did he enjoy himself nort.. lol.. but thinkhe's coming backk soon lerrs.. abt 1week+ more bahhs.. haiis, k lahhs, i blogg until here liao.. no mo0d to blogg oso.. juus feel tt smth is reli amiss.. haiis haiis.. suan le lahhs.. muus kan de kai.. qing cai lahhs.. lol.. next time then blog bahhs.. byye..=)

hmm..

2005-07-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

well, todae was norm.. except tt i went tuu catch a movie wibb yew kai and adam.. lols.. ystd b4 volleyball dere was a conflict in the canteen during vb and at last was resolved in the office.. abt how the conflict started, it's kinda childish.. dots de lahh him.. lol.. lessons todae was damn boring except for chinese which i can slack slack and juus slack.. lol.. pe was bored too.. did noth except bouncing some balls and kicking some balls lohh.. bought the initial d soundtrack.. regretted buying though.. nort reli all the songs nice lehhs.. but alreadi buy liao, sho nbbr mind lohh.. lol.. fanstastic 4 was quite a nice show.. enjoyed it quite alot.. went hm todae at ardd 6 smth.. den after my dinner, went tuu do my a maths hw until now lohhs.. siian de lehhs.. aiyo.. den mi now listen tuu the initial d soundtrack.. lol.. bro's going off to aus at fridae lerrs i think.. wiish him a von voyage and h0pe he will enjoy his holidaes lohhs.. but i think he will enjoy de bahhs.. always wondering whether izzit frens r better than stead.. i still dunno lehhs.. but i see different ppl got different views de.. lols, ok lahhs, enuff of those lerrs.. todae i see dearr de nick and i thot wat thing happen yuan lai i da jing xiao guai.. and ystd still make her angry.. sho dots of mii.. aiyoo.. nbbr mindd, it wun happen liao.. lols.. woaini..=)

wahhhs..

2005-07-18T08:03:00.000+08:00

so long nbbr come blog lerrs.. lol.. nowadaes at nite always no time or cannot come online.. sho dots de.. afternoon oso go out mahhs, so seldom come online lerrs.. fridae went tuu cheng chalet wibb weijie, yew kai and biqi.. lols.. but dere so sian de lohh, at the tanah merah dere lehhs.. went swimming den after tt tok tok wibb wei jie.. hahas.. den went bac to the chalet lerrs en liang and ming rong came.. they sae they wan play mahhjong shoo i went tu bbq.. lols.. bbq halfway rain.. dots rite? start the fire liao lehhs.. aiiyo.. siian half.. nbbr mind lahhs, i went bacc to the chalet and orhorh until 1 smth lyk tt.. den cass, kai liang and orjiao come.. hahas.. the orjiao cut his hair until very funni lehhs, but nbbr mind lahhs, orjiao mahhs.. handsome can liao, lol.. den i went tuu play mahhjong wibb cass,mingrong and orjiao.. hahas.. the orjiao damn funni lehhs, he play mahhjong until lyk dunno play wat.. hahas.. den kai liang teachh mii to play guud guud, his mahjong skill power lehhs.. wahhs, envious.. dots..after tt sho many ppl go orhorh lerrs den i oso go orhorh lohhs.. hahas.. until 7 lyk tt i wake up, go bathe den take cab wibb yew kai and weijie go volleyball lerrs.. den at sat afternn i mit dear go take jun liang present, hahas.. the tagg nice lehhs.. wahhs.. after tt go walk walk and liangg and lionel wan to watch movie lerrs.. shoo mii and dear went tuu eatt.. hahas.. after tt went to pasir ris parkk slack lohh.. den miie acc dear dear hm den i went tuu hospital lerrs.. hehe.. haiis, todae dunno ware to go, i guess todae shall nort go out bahhs.. see at nite how lohhs.. stay at home guai guai do homework.. wahaha.. k lahhs, i write until here lerrs.. takkaire peeps..

as we sat by the beach n stared at the sea, i luuv uu as time passes and nothh will take away my luvv for uu.. //woaiini..``]

sian arhh..

2005-07-10T09:09:00.000+08:00

it has been a week since i've blogged.. recently kinda busy, and internet was down the past few daes, so couldn come and blog.. lol.. haiis, everytime after vb so sian one, no ware to go.. if cannot go out don sae confirm confirm lahh.. now chao dua, knn.. i now stuck at home dunno ware i can go liao.. mayb at nite go play billiard lahhs.. sian.. todae training nort reli tough lahh, manageable, lol.. except tt the weather is very hot lohhs, drank alot of water.. the past few daes oso veri sian.. juus go skool, study, go home.. lol.. except when there's training.. haiis, reli miss her alot lehh, but nbbr mind lah, a few days more then she coming back lerrs.. so i shall wait bahhs.. tml mayb going roller blading wibb my bro and his frens lerrs.. or go queensway shopping lohhs.. see how bahhs.. but tml wun be lyk todae so sian liao.. k lahhs, noth muuch to write oso, i guess i write until here can lerrs.. takkare n byye..=)

tiring dae..

2005-07-03T08:11:00.000+08:00

wahhs, todae vb training was tough.. hadd pt at the start of the training.. the pt was quite okie though except fer the sorching sun.. very hot todae.. jeremy came back to skool and train us.. hadd a hot but fruitful training.. niice.. our training finished at 1.. den we went to eat den go back home lerrs.. at home so bored, noth to do.. hahas.. but nbbr mind lahhs, stay at home bahhs.. later see how lorrs.. now oso so hot, can go ware? lol.. ystd went tuu watch intial d.. quite nice lehh de movie.. after the movie went fer training lerrs.. den after tt went fer to play soccer at the same old place.. lol.. haiis, dear sick le lehh.. den i cannot do anything.. dots, sho useless.. haiis, hope she can recover real soon.. hmm, todae iish the 2nd of july bahhs.. hahas, time pass sho fast.. guess i go do my homework bahhs, be guai todae.. hahas.. hmm, tml still nidd tuu go to stadium for dunno wat thing.. siian lehh.. arhhhh!! haiis, nbrr mind lah, i write until here lerrs.. byebye n tak kare..

school? no way..

2005-06-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

wahhs, so fast skool gonna reopen soon le, and it will b tml.. omg, didnt reli studied in tis holidae.. hmm, cant slack in skool anymore.. gonna buck up and study.. but gonna slack sometimes too.. hahas.. ystd went tuu my class bbq.. omg, nort reli fun though.. bfore my class bbq i went tuu find jiapei, lol.. recently got closer to her liao, dunno why lehhs.. got to noe a new fren from jiapei dere.. tt guy ish reli funni, seeing the way how he hong jiapei.. s0 swit lorrs.. i tonned at the bbq pit.. ardd 2 pluus lyk tt jiapei come mit us.. wibb her frens lahhs.. den at dere play play, lol.. den ardd 5 plus went home wibb edwin lerrs.. so tired.. den todae 1 plus wake up liao.. hahas.. den watch tv a while went tu mit jun liang buy hair dye.. walk walk ardd tamp mall and cs.. yvonne call mi sae wan to mit, den mit lohhs.. hmm.. after meeting we went tu find jiapei tok tok again.. to talk abt some serious stuff.. saw tt guy outside the billiard center.. hahas, he stare at mi, den i stare him back.. his face very funnie.. lol.. den we wait for jiapei to come out until tu lan liao we went down.. but in the end went up again.. den tt guy came down, told mi tt jiapei waiting for us upstairs.. hahas, den we went up tok tok tok until 6 plus.. yvonne went home den i and jun liang went to jun liang hse dye hair.. lol.. dye finish go home liao lohh.. skool reopening tml.. heard from jiapei tt she's coming to our skool.. got some probs.. den okie lohh.. dunno she coming nort lehhs.. haiis, so fast skool reopen liao.. gonna study lohh.. but a guud point iish im looking forward to see tt nerddie.. hehe.. oops.. dui bu qi worrs.. i wun sae it again lerrs.. wo zhi dao cuo lerrs..

wahhs..

2005-06-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

wahhs.. holidaes gonna b over soon lers.. gonna complete my holidaes homework b4 skool reopens lers.. gonna b a brand new life when skool reopens.. habb to study again lers.. dots.. so long nbbr come blog liao.. hahas.. hmm, went bac tu skool todae fer remedial.. sian lehhs.. hahas.. ystd so siian den finally came out wibb yew kai and wei jie.. den i call jiapei ask her whether can go k pool play den she sae okie sia, although she didnt work.. den i went tu mit her and ah toh.. we went up to play pool.. hahas, actually wan play billiard but only ah toh know how to play den ah toh dun wan play, so i went play pool lohhs.. jiapei super duper tyco lohhs.. think liao oso funnie, hahas.. win 4 rounds lehs!!! and all iish pple beat in the black ball lohhs.. wat the hell.. tyco one.. but nbr mindd lahhs, she treat us play mahhs.. hahas.. den after tt we went tuu eat kfc.. den jiapei sae she wan go bac play pool lerrs.. den left miie, yew kai, toh and wei jie lerrs.. den we went tu century square walk walk.. wahaha.. saw jiapei wibb her fren, den we suan her.. hahas.. dots..she told us alot of things though.. wahaha.. hao bahhs.. tml still gonna go skool.. sian arhhs.. long time nbbr meet limei they all lers.. hahas.. k lahh, i write until here liao.. byebye.. wonder when den can mit her watch batman.. lol.. hao ai nii..

a long time..

2005-06-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

hmm.. it has been almost a week since i've blogged le bahhs.. lol.. recently juus went out wibb frens.. went tuu k box tt time wibb my mummi, cheng, his stead and yew kai.. hehe.. a bit waste of money lahhs, but got enjoy can le lahhs.. hmm, den went queensway wibb herr, jason and his sis.. lol.. still bluff miie her mum dun allow her tu come out lohhs.. dden gimmi surprise.. hehe.. dots.. enjoyed myself though.. hope ahh tohh will b alrite bahhs.. lol.. hope he and the gal he likes will b alrite back.. todae went tuu watch the mr and mrs smith wibb weijie,adam and jen an.. nice show though.. den went fer vb lerrs.. so surprised to see pingnam coming back to skool fer training.. lol.. he gave us physical training lehhs.. tiring sia, but he alreadi quite lenient le i think.. den at vb training everytime tokk fei hua to him, lol.. after tt went tuu mit cheng den we go 100++ dere slack.. miie go dere see them play basketball den at last i oso go shoot shoot.. tiring but fun.. after tt wei jie dadd come fetch him home den he ask miie to tak his car home too.. den miie and adam took his father's car.. thanks hor weijie.. hehe.. hmm.. think tml gonna stay at home and study bahhs.. dots.. dun wanna spend money, lol.. guai bahhs..? well, hope she wun b sad lerrs.. life's unpredictable sehh.. always wondering when's my turn tuu go.. lol.. nbbr mind lahhs, juus treasure everydae as it is bahhs..=)

tuition finally finished..

2005-06-08T08:13:00.000+08:00

wahhs.. todae sho sian.. i oso nbbr go out todae.. buut nbbr mind lahhs.. ystd i went out lerrs, wibb her and her frens bahhs.. enjoyed myself quite alot bahhs.. they veri funnie, lol.. bought a pmk tee shirt.. lol.. quite nice bahhs.. tml dunno wan go ware lehhs.. ah tohh jio miie go ice skating, but i dunno how to skate sehhs.. lol.. muus learn lohh.. reli enjoyed tt dae wibb they all and her.. later at nite dunno wan go ware lehhs, mayb nort going out le bahhs.. holidaes de time so sian one.. dunno wat to do.. haiis.. now juus finished my tuition given by my bro.. gave me e maths tuition.. den he sae he thot my e maths veri zai one but at last lyk shit.. lol, i agree wibb him sia, too long nbr practice my e maths lerrs.. rust liao, lol.. jia lat lahhs, i spend so muuch money in the holidaes lerrs.. pok liao, think must stay at home for a few daes liao, den can save money, dots.. somemore i wan ipod..bro habben go buy, think he nowadaes still busy bahhs.. so nbbr mind lahh.. slowly lohhs.. hmmm, so sian now, nbbr mind lahhs, mayb i go slp, lol.. write until here le bahhs.. bbye..

miracle sehhs..

2005-06-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

wahhs.. todae miie woke up at 9 plus lehhs, so early lohhs, thanks to some ppl outside my hse keep knocking at my door.. dots.. they wanted some old clothes and newspaper so my mum gave them.. lol.. den woke up lerrs i went tuu watch tv all the way to ard 3 plus lehhs.. so many hrs siia.. kena scolding by my bro fer nort studying and everytime slack and go out wibb frenns.. den ask miie think wat am i gonna do in the future.. honestly, i dunno.. haiis.. gonna reli think abt it.. den tok to gerr on da fonee for a while den she habb to go out lerrs so hang up lorrs.. i lie all the way on the bed until ardd 6 lyk tt.. den woke up and watch tv AGAIN.. omg.. actually wanted to go out but at last no one can make it shoo miie nbr go out lerrs.. siian sia, at home rot.. dots de.. hope tml will nort b so siian bahhs.. or else i'll rot for sure.. really rot arhhs..! lolls.. miss her alot siia.. h0w lehhs? so long nbbr meet her lerrs.. h0pe one dae can mit her bahhs, and todae morning readd smth.. how shld i feel lehhs.. i reli dunno siia.. nbr mind lahhs.. kan kai dian bahhs.. changed my blogskin.. nort veri nice though.. miie no skill lahhs.. lol..

okok la, soso la, hai hao la..

2005-06-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

morning went bugis wibb cheng, his stead, yew kai and myself.. went tuu return the tickets, nort guud to sell de.. dots.. den went tuu eat mutton soup.. den inside gort rubber band de, den very er xin lohhs.. after tt i acc yew kai go buy clothes den we went tu mit my bro at expo cos dere gort IT show.. den he bluff miie go dere sae wan buy mp3 but in the end nbr buy.. lol.. den i went fer vb.. get caught by mr hoo, den jiao lian fa us run ard the basketball court.. dots rite.. 20++ rounds.. den so tired.. lol.. den after vb went tuu play basketball den go home lerrs.. such a short dae fer miie.. i guess i think it over liao.. since tt way ish the best fer her de huaa, i oso must respect her decision mahhs.. i oso cannot b so selfishh de ritee.. so b it bahhs.. until one dae when it's possible again, i'll wait.

holidaes..

2005-06-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ystd went to town wibb jun liang, edwin, cheng, yew kai and cheng's stead.. at first went to hereen.. okok bahhs.. edwin sae wan to buy clothes, in the end we walked hereen, far east, pacific plaza and he nbr buy anything.. dots.. den at dere walk walk we went back lerrs.. dun feel lyk going home so early so i went 100++ dere to play basketball wibb cheng and yew kai.. reli enjoyed myself.. so long nbr lyk tt play lerrs.. wan tu forget my troubles too cos tt dae wasn't pleasant for miie AT ALL.. den todae.. hmm, went tu interview fer job at bugis midlink plaza.. wahhs kao, i dun wan do tt job liao.. go ard selling tickets.. so bo liao.. lolls.. me and edwin a team.. we went queensway.. he bought a tee shirt dere, den we go sell tickets.. so hot.. but managed to sell 9 pathetic tickets in the end. haiis.. after tt went fer tuition.. den we go beach.. at dere look at the sky and the sea.. so peaceful and nice.. how i wishh.. haiis.. den jun liang sae he veri hot.. den we went to downtown east lohhs.. at first go cheers wan to buy sweets but nbr sell the sweets he wan.. den we went to bowling alley see ppl play bowling.. i oso so long nbr play liao..but no money.. den edwin wan go home, so we went home lohhs.. miie and yew kai went to the coffeeshop opposite east view dere to eat lorrs, den in the end i gort stomachache.. lolls.. tt ahh toh sae i look lyk auntie.. den everytime call miie orchard auntie.. kum pua orchard auntie.. sad laa.. lyk tt sae miie.. jia lat liao, will lyk auntie mehhs.. haiis.. so siian.. forget it le bahhs, think i dun wan to fan her again liao.. lolls.. all i can do is lolls.. haiis.. i write until here can le bahhs.. noth much to write anyway.. byebye.