Monday, May 15, 2006
how time flies. mid year is finishing soon alrd. haha. but, it's getting nearer and nearer to o's. not reali prepared for it but i guess it's alright lah, im gonna fight this battle well prepared, reali well. haha, as if i will study. so far, i guess i flunked my bio paper. and maybe amaths paper 1? i think i am mentally prepared to run the 10 storey which coach gives us. my confidence is gone in amaths. i used to be very confident. now, it seems like my confidence is gone. maybe due to my laziness. cannot afford to be lazy anymore, or i'll suffer, and it's only me who will suffer. hmm, had a nap this afternoon, woke up alrd kinda moody, haha. suddenly thinking that why am i not born rich. rich ppl are so good, not much for them to worry, at least the financial part lah. not like me, everything oso have to worry. maybe i spent too much money in unnecessary stuffs like billiard, dota. so from now on, unless needed, i won't indulge in these games anymore. stay away from those places alrd. home is the best place. stick my eyes on the television will do. i shall not think so much, money wont drop from the sky. i still got my myoplex to buy, my shoes, my bag. handphone also. maybe someone will spare me a thousand dollars? haha. i'm just sprouting nonsense. after o's go work and get my own stuff. that's the only way. yeah. that's it.
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