Monday, August 08, 2005
dunno wat i shldd do n0w.. guess i'm reli hopeless lerrs.. thinking of wat i did and wat i thought, i reli regretted it.. but n0w it's juus too late fer everything.. mayb time fer some reflections on myself lahhs.. i'll juus b waiting n waiting until e dae when ur ready..
nothh muuch happened todae.. woke up in the morning.. was moodless to do anything even bathing.. went tuu wash up my face den watch tv.. came online, did noth, went tu take a nap.. she came online, sent her a songg afterwards.. didnt noe wat to talk abt, so didnt talk.. didnt want to stay at home, juus wan tu go out, anyware will do.. went out ardd 6 tuu pav.. played a few rounds of billiard.. not reli fun.. helped orjiao to do smth.. and i can see tt he reli cares for cass.. how will i b lyk him.. sometimes i reli admire him.. how i wiish i could b lyk him.. watched pple play billiard.. wanted to talk to kai liang( not east spring de) but he dunno run until ware liao.. so nbbrmindd.. went home afterwards..
tml nort going tu skool fer alot of reasons.. decided to stay at home n slpp.. how i wiish i can forget every trouble i habb juus by slpping.. tml mayb going town wibb ah tohh they all.. or mayb go meet orjiao go dunno ware cut my hair.. tml den see bahhs.. tml iish weijie b'dae.. dun wanna go dere and spoil their mood by giving a fucking face.. so mayb im not going.. happi bdae weijie..
i'll juus b waiting fer uu tu b ready bahhs.. how guud if i can return to the past.. but it's not possible lah huh.. mayb it's the end of the story, but i reli wiish it's jus the end of the chapter.. think i blog until here can lerrs ba.. h0pe tt she'll b juus happi and cheerful as b4.
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